Mell Bowser - Cynic Lyrics

I dont trust nobody

I know you want a future but that shit is looking blurry
Tryna get this money and I need it in a hurry
Really need to scurry if you ain't bout this life
At this point baby girl I ain't thinking bout a wife
I done saved lives to this day I pay the price
Buncha freaky shit goin on in my life
Been fooled once before cannot get me twice
They said I'll die alone and im thinking that they're right
You can only get a slice of this pie from me
Gave you chance after chance but you lied to me
That's why I don't show emotion when you cry to me
I'm just waiting on the day you say bye to me
Kuz I'm thinking about the times that replay in my mind
Should've seen the signs guess love make ya blind
Thought you was an angel coming outta Anaheim
Should've letcha actions speak for ya like a pantomime

Wish that it didn't feel like this
Time went by and im still like this kuz

I know you mean well
I know you love Mell

When it come to marriage treat it like a bidness
Sign on the line its some things that I witness
They'll take everything leave ya with some pennies
Have ya down bad and erase ya with a sentence
Like I'm playin tennis couple 0's on the board
This money for my kids. So for them I gotta hoard
Cost of ya love I can no longer afford
So if we get attached gotta cut the cord
Can't let'em in my soul got my eyes tinted
Critic of your motives. You can label me a cynic
She looked me in the eyes said she fucked no other guys
My surprise all lies as she sent me to the clinic
Know its been so long I should've let it go
Felt this long ago I should've letchu know
Don't like being alone I couldn't letchu go
Now a nigga gotta leave like oregano