meat computer - why do i feel like this ??? Lyrics

I'm actually thinking about killing myself
And I don't know why
Yah I'm actually thinking about killing myself
But too scared to die
Yah life is so boring but sometimes it's okay
When I take something to slow down my brain
But I'm too scared to sleep now most of the time
Maybe I don't realize what I can be
People act like they care but only when I leave
And my minds racing and a thousand pills couldn't help me fall asleep tonight
If I don't change something, then I still don't feel any better so guess I will actually might
Kill myself today
'Cause my soul will be okay
Yeah my soul will be okay
Yeah my soul will be okay
Soul will be okay
Yeah my soul will be okay
Yeah my soul will be okay
Yeah my soul will be okay
Yeah my soul will be okay
Yeah my soul will be okay
Yeah my soul will be okay
Yeah my soul will be okay
Yeah my soul will be okay
Yeah my soul will be okay
Yeah my soul will be okay
Fuck

I'm actually thinking about killing myself
And I don't know why
Yah I'm actually thinking about killing myself
But too scared to die
Yah life is so boring but sometimes it's okay
When I take something to slow down my brain
But I'm too scared to sleep now most of the time
Maybe I don't realize what I can be
People act like they care but only when I leave
And my minds racing and a thousand pills couldn't help me fall asleep tonight
If I don't change something, then I still don't feel any better so guess I will actually might
Kill myself today
'Cause my soul will be okay
Yeah my soul will be okay
Yeah my soul will be okay
Soul will be okay
Yeah my soul will be okay
Yeah my soul will be okay
Yeah my soul will be okay
Yeah my soul will be okay
Yeah my soul will be okay
Yeah my soul will be okay
Yeah my soul will be okay
Yeah my soul will be okay
Yeah my soul will be okay
Yeah my soul will be okay
Fuck