meat computer - tired of life Lyrics

Time spent alone
Yeah it's starting to take its toll on me
Stuck inside my phone
Reaching out but yeah but nobody wants me
In their life anymore
I'm just so fucking bored
Of this place and sick of everyone
Around me, so guess I'll just take drugs and end it
Yeah fuck this
Wishing I was never born
But then it starts to kick in
Think I don't wanna die anymore
Am I okay?
Losing my sight
Image racing inside my head
So I lose faith
Guess that was life
Then I wake up, why am I not dead?
Do you think about me?
When he's busy and you're feeling lonely
Would you care if I'd leave?
This world before you said you were sorry
But I guess that's selfish
For me to even think about this
All this shit is hurting my head
I just wish I could talk to my dad and end it
Yeah fuck this
Wishing I was never born
But then it starts to kick in
Think I don't wanna die anymore
Am I okay?
Losing my sight
Image racing inside my head
So I lose faith
Guess that was life
Then I wake up why am I not dead?
I'll be okay, I'll be okay
I'll be okay it's all in my head
I'll be okay, I'll be okay cause nobody's better off dead
I'll be okay, I'll be okay
I'll be okay it's all in my head
I'll be okay I'll be okay cause nobody's better off dead

Time spent alone
Yeah it's starting to take its toll on me
Stuck inside my phone
Reaching out but yeah but nobody wants me
In their life anymore
I'm just so fucking bored
Of this place and sick of everyone
Around me, so guess I'll just take drugs and end it
Yeah fuck this
Wishing I was never born
But then it starts to kick in
Think I don't wanna die anymore
Am I okay?
Losing my sight
Image racing inside my head
So I lose faith
Guess that was life
Then I wake up, why am I not dead?
Do you think about me?
When he's busy and you're feeling lonely
Would you care if I'd leave?
This world before you said you were sorry
But I guess that's selfish
For me to even think about this
All this shit is hurting my head
I just wish I could talk to my dad and end it
Yeah fuck this
Wishing I was never born
But then it starts to kick in
Think I don't wanna die anymore
Am I okay?
Losing my sight
Image racing inside my head
So I lose faith
Guess that was life
Then I wake up why am I not dead?
I'll be okay, I'll be okay
I'll be okay it's all in my head
I'll be okay, I'll be okay cause nobody's better off dead
I'll be okay, I'll be okay
I'll be okay it's all in my head
I'll be okay I'll be okay cause nobody's better off dead