Matt Zephyr, A~Factor - Zerøtonin Lyrics

In the morning I awake and I'm stuck again
And I got this pit growing from within
Maybe I'll get to write today
But when I sit to work I got nothing to say
Sometimes I wanna kill myself
Those nights are clearly not my best
But when daytime comes ain't nothing wrong
So I feel like a phony when I write a sad song
Aww look at this little boy pitiful
Crying louder than my syllables terrible
How the very capable admirable
Matt Zephyr can afford to have a panic overload
Never realized that in all the times
That I spent inside of me scribbling on a rhyme
I took the key and I threw it outside
So I couldn't let peace distract my mind
Confined inside this box I choke
I'm unable to breathe through the thick white smoke
Days replay and remain the same
But we can't escape it's a fucked up maze
Staying home just depraves the energy
Falling back into binge TV
Maybe we could get away from all of it
Get to Mars in a SpaceX rocket
Populate with a goal in mind
Not to let the people go fucking blind
With the money and the fame and the controversy
Isn't that all that's on tv lately
Maybe you can call me crazy
But I don't believe that any god will save me
Maybe it's my destiny
To become a piece of history
Gimme gimme serotonin I ain't got enough
Baby take another hit and then we're rolling up
Cuz I never got the memo I'd be bored as fuck
Literally the minute I'm fully grown-up
Lately baby I've been really tired all the time
Maybe I'll finally roll over keel and fucking die
But until then I better muster all I'm built to give
And never let depression tell me how to live
Think I was doing great
Till the weather came and pushed me on my face
I was in a good place
Till the world came in took me out that's my state
Wish you would put me out my misery than ship me around my cage
Watch the light that slowly dims at me
I could be at my brim
I was staying up late
I was waking up dazed
Just to spend all day on my phone
I've been smoking light green
I've been feeling dark blue
Cuz the sky's been gray for too long
And it won't stop raining on me
I'm alone so I'm staying stony
I'm at home where ain't a homie
I could call this zerotonin's weighing on me
I'm a little bit dizzy, man I just woke up
Two thirty-five on the clock damn I'm lazy as fuck
Got that quarantine vibe staying inside lit
Ain't about to go to Walmart I don't wanna be sick
You think I'm bout to stop because I'm stuck in the house
I can become famous without moving from my couch
Damn I got the flow the haters know we ain't about
Any fucking words you have to say they got no clout
I'm a self-made man don't need outside
I'm about to make a ripple in the space online
Damn I really went crazy hope you don't mind
If I work on me every once in a while
Cuz I'm running on empty got no nothin
I'm in the need for some Serotonin
I need a bit just to keep me going
Maybe a spark to reduce the boredom
Gimme gimme Serotonin I ain't got enough
I need to keep myself all faded just to keep it up
But one day baby I'll be able to get out the door
And finally rediscover what I'm living for
Gimme gimme serotonin I ain't got enough
Baby take another hit and then we're rolling up
Cuz I never got the memo I'd be bored as fuck
Literally the minute I'm fully grown-up
Lately baby I've been really tired all the time
Maybe I'll finally roll over keel and fucking die
But until then I better muster all I'm built to give
And never let depression tell me how to live
Lately you know that I've been low on my Zerøtonin
I'm left to wonder every night if I'll awake by morning
Such a subject never makes the headline news it's boring
So they'd rather bury artists and pretend to mourn em

In the morning I awake and I'm stuck again
And I got this pit growing from within
Maybe I'll get to write today
But when I sit to work I got nothing to say
Sometimes I wanna kill myself
Those nights are clearly not my best
But when daytime comes ain't nothing wrong
So I feel like a phony when I write a sad song
Aww look at this little boy pitiful
Crying louder than my syllables terrible
How the very capable admirable
Matt Zephyr can afford to have a panic overload
Never realized that in all the times
That I spent inside of me scribbling on a rhyme
I took the key and I threw it outside
So I couldn't let peace distract my mind
Confined inside this box I choke
I'm unable to breathe through the thick white smoke
Days replay and remain the same
But we can't escape it's a fucked up maze
Staying home just depraves the energy
Falling back into binge TV
Maybe we could get away from all of it
Get to Mars in a SpaceX rocket
Populate with a goal in mind
Not to let the people go fucking blind
With the money and the fame and the controversy
Isn't that all that's on tv lately
Maybe you can call me crazy
But I don't believe that any god will save me
Maybe it's my destiny
To become a piece of history
Gimme gimme serotonin I ain't got enough
Baby take another hit and then we're rolling up
Cuz I never got the memo I'd be bored as fuck
Literally the minute I'm fully grown-up
Lately baby I've been really tired all the time
Maybe I'll finally roll over keel and fucking die
But until then I better muster all I'm built to give
And never let depression tell me how to live
Think I was doing great
Till the weather came and pushed me on my face
I was in a good place
Till the world came in took me out that's my state
Wish you would put me out my misery than ship me around my cage
Watch the light that slowly dims at me
I could be at my brim
I was staying up late
I was waking up dazed
Just to spend all day on my phone
I've been smoking light green
I've been feeling dark blue
Cuz the sky's been gray for too long
And it won't stop raining on me
I'm alone so I'm staying stony
I'm at home where ain't a homie
I could call this zerotonin's weighing on me
I'm a little bit dizzy, man I just woke up
Two thirty-five on the clock damn I'm lazy as fuck
Got that quarantine vibe staying inside lit
Ain't about to go to Walmart I don't wanna be sick
You think I'm bout to stop because I'm stuck in the house
I can become famous without moving from my couch
Damn I got the flow the haters know we ain't about
Any fucking words you have to say they got no clout
I'm a self-made man don't need outside
I'm about to make a ripple in the space online
Damn I really went crazy hope you don't mind
If I work on me every once in a while
Cuz I'm running on empty got no nothin
I'm in the need for some Serotonin
I need a bit just to keep me going
Maybe a spark to reduce the boredom
Gimme gimme Serotonin I ain't got enough
I need to keep myself all faded just to keep it up
But one day baby I'll be able to get out the door
And finally rediscover what I'm living for
Gimme gimme serotonin I ain't got enough
Baby take another hit and then we're rolling up
Cuz I never got the memo I'd be bored as fuck
Literally the minute I'm fully grown-up
Lately baby I've been really tired all the time
Maybe I'll finally roll over keel and fucking die
But until then I better muster all I'm built to give
And never let depression tell me how to live
Lately you know that I've been low on my Zerøtonin
I'm left to wonder every night if I'll awake by morning
Such a subject never makes the headline news it's boring
So they'd rather bury artists and pretend to mourn em