Massive Ego - Where I Find Myself Lyrics

​batten down the hatches

and close up all the doors

secure all the latches

as my black dog uses claws

find hard the constant battle

i admit i'm so afraid

my emotions are in tatters

and nerve endings are all frayed

i came to my senses

in my heart i have a dream

feel pressure so intense

fight or flight is all it sees

these trials and tribulations

start troubles running rife

escaping this reality

of my sad and fucked up life

when i shut myself in a room

from a fear of impending doom

with a light from the full moon

can i find myself

all alone in my cocoon

where i recharge and retune

i'll be back here one day soon

it's where i find myself

it goes down the generations

social ineptitude

show signs of any weakness

no masculine attitudes

i face fists that give a beating

spill blood behind the school

avoid your eyes from meeting

or pretend to act a fool

save face and stop pretending

you can never be that cool

feed off your biggest fear

that i must accept their rules

i get by with my demons

like old friendships i've renewed

it's better the devil you know

than the devil you didn't choose

when i shut myself in a room

from a fear of impending doom

with a light from the full moon

can i find myself

all alone in my cocoon

where i recharge and retune

i'll be back here one day soon

it's where i find myself

when you feel like you are broken and the worlds falling apart

still dreaming of a place

where i find myself

don’t leave it left unspoken what better place to start

it's deep within my soul

where i find myself

it's time that i was woken for me to play my part

i'm reaching for the point

where i find myself

i'll leave this as a token and i hope that you'll take heart

tomorrow is a place

where i find myself