mars zolo - parked outside Lyrics

Parked outside with the backwood
Tryna keep a blunt for myself
You can keep a good spot in the front seat
In front of me
Please
Now we're parked outside
I'm in your arms
If we can hide
Tell me if it's not too far
I start to reminisce for no reason but I get bored a lot
Smokin', watchin' movies with the sound off, sorta lost
Now you in my head and you ain't payin' room and board a lot
Takin' my shit all home with me
I wanna blame you but it's still wrong to me
I'm takin' that as a sign
'Cause I know you like that fate shit
But with one break, we can take this
Forget about it, replace it
It's not normal to me
I'm blind as a bat in this little cave
Never walked that path, never gave away
Sit upon the train like runaways
Tell me to jump, I'd fly for ya
Write your name in that sky for ya
In the name of knowing you're there for me
I'd move mountaintops on the sly for ya
That's on me
You the first shadow on the asphalt
You followed me from that blacktop
To a new high that can't blast off
I never ask about it
'Cause I don't ever really wanna bother you
I know there's always shit movin' wrong and just goin' on with you
But why you gotta control me like this
I ask 'cause I don't know how to stop
I swear that I could find you at the bottom
But your eyes won't even open when I drop
Parked outside with the backwood
Tryna keep a blunt for myself
You can keep a good spot in the front seat
In front of me
Please
Now we're parked outside
I'm in your arms
If we can hide
Tell me if it's not too far
I start to feel excited, ignitin' what I've been desperate for
Can't admit to no one that your mind's been on a separate tour
Coulda said it quicker but you ain't about that less is more
I'm a pesky sort
Guess you thought that I'd hate you for it
Yeah, I'm trippin' but I know myself
I'll be over it in a day or more
Write novels, they're hard to follow
Your verbiage is so overlong
To be honest, it makes me smile
A silver line in this goings on
You somethin' special, I'm pained by it
Driven fuckin' insane by it
My nature's just to go straight to lyin'
But you make me pious, I swear
Just lie to me, just fuck with me
Write a little letter than you hate me
I'd rather fall apart than have to look at you
And have to see so clear that it ain't me
Is that selfish, I need an objective look
I guess I'm biased
From where I sit, shit, we an empty book
It's not open, not dense
And this narrative, it don't make no sense
I'm tryin' not to be self-righteous
But this whole damn circle is bent
Still apologize to ya, say it's all on my mental health
I don't wanna rock the boat
So it's better if I blame it all on myself
You'll sit there and you'll let me do it
Just hopin' that you're not tortured by it
Tell you not to say sorry
You can be perfect in my own story, right
Parked outside with the backwood
Tryna keep a blunt for myself
You can keep a good spot in the front seat
In front of me
Please
Now we're parked outside
I'm in your arms
If we can hide
Tell me if it's not too far

Parked outside with the backwood
Tryna keep a blunt for myself
You can keep a good spot in the front seat
In front of me
Please
Now we're parked outside
I'm in your arms
If we can hide
Tell me if it's not too far
I start to reminisce for no reason but I get bored a lot
Smokin', watchin' movies with the sound off, sorta lost
Now you in my head and you ain't payin' room and board a lot
Takin' my shit all home with me
I wanna blame you but it's still wrong to me
I'm takin' that as a sign
'Cause I know you like that fate shit
But with one break, we can take this
Forget about it, replace it
It's not normal to me
I'm blind as a bat in this little cave
Never walked that path, never gave away
Sit upon the train like runaways
Tell me to jump, I'd fly for ya
Write your name in that sky for ya
In the name of knowing you're there for me
I'd move mountaintops on the sly for ya
That's on me
You the first shadow on the asphalt
You followed me from that blacktop
To a new high that can't blast off
I never ask about it
'Cause I don't ever really wanna bother you
I know there's always shit movin' wrong and just goin' on with you
But why you gotta control me like this
I ask 'cause I don't know how to stop
I swear that I could find you at the bottom
But your eyes won't even open when I drop
Parked outside with the backwood
Tryna keep a blunt for myself
You can keep a good spot in the front seat
In front of me
Please
Now we're parked outside
I'm in your arms
If we can hide
Tell me if it's not too far
I start to feel excited, ignitin' what I've been desperate for
Can't admit to no one that your mind's been on a separate tour
Coulda said it quicker but you ain't about that less is more
I'm a pesky sort
Guess you thought that I'd hate you for it
Yeah, I'm trippin' but I know myself
I'll be over it in a day or more
Write novels, they're hard to follow
Your verbiage is so overlong
To be honest, it makes me smile
A silver line in this goings on
You somethin' special, I'm pained by it
Driven fuckin' insane by it
My nature's just to go straight to lyin'
But you make me pious, I swear
Just lie to me, just fuck with me
Write a little letter than you hate me
I'd rather fall apart than have to look at you
And have to see so clear that it ain't me
Is that selfish, I need an objective look
I guess I'm biased
From where I sit, shit, we an empty book
It's not open, not dense
And this narrative, it don't make no sense
I'm tryin' not to be self-righteous
But this whole damn circle is bent
Still apologize to ya, say it's all on my mental health
I don't wanna rock the boat
So it's better if I blame it all on myself
You'll sit there and you'll let me do it
Just hopin' that you're not tortured by it
Tell you not to say sorry
You can be perfect in my own story, right
Parked outside with the backwood
Tryna keep a blunt for myself
You can keep a good spot in the front seat
In front of me
Please
Now we're parked outside
I'm in your arms
If we can hide
Tell me if it's not too far