Marina Lin - this is what depression feels like Lyrics

this is what depression feels like – Marina Lin

[Verse 1]
If I’m being honest, I’m not okay
Doubled my dosage, but the pain won’t go away
These couple weeks, I haven’t felt the same
So if I’m being honest, I’m not okay

[Chorus]
I don’t wanna cry for help
But I’m getting tired pretending so well
I thought I was going steady, but my mind's got the best of me
I don’t know why I’m still here, honestly

[Verse 2]
If you took a peek inside of my brain
You’d find the reasons for all of the blame
Constantly drowning, it won't go away
If I'm being honest, I’m not okay

[Chorus]
I don’t wanna cry for help
But I’m getting tired pretending so well
I thought I was going steady, but my mind's got the best of me
I don’t know how to live, normally

[Bridge]
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[Outro]
I don’t wanna cry for help
But I’m getting tired, and I’m not so well
I guess I’m unsteady, 'cause you got the best of me
I hope one day I’ll be fine, honestly