Mani Orrason - I Go Up Lyrics

I know I'm never really gonna call it
I know I'm never really gonna start it
I know I'm just a copy of another
I know that you could find a better lover

I don't know what I got myself into
Don't know where I'd be if I hadn't met you I know I'm more than my expectations
I know there in no love in admiration

And I don't really really wanna know
If I'd made a turn would I have anything to show I don't really really really really wanna know
If I got to choose to could I really let it go

I go up
I don't really really wanna think about I go up
I don't really really wanna figure it out I go up
I don't really really wanna think about I go up
I go up
I go up

No I don't really hate myself I hate you
And all the things I never could live up to
I skipped therapy did mushrooms in my bedroom Don't have to do a thing if I don't want to

One day yeah I will slam the door and run out One day I'll puff my my chest and maybe sell out It's scary to say what could leave you lonely
I fear the world and what it wants from me

And I don't really really wanna know
If I'd made a turn would I have anything to show I don't really really really really wanna know
If I got to choose to could I really let it go

I go up
I don't really really wanna think about I go up
I don't really really wanna figure out
I go up
I don't really really wanna think about I go up
I go up
I go up