Lyssa True Poet, Constantine, Ikescarless - Hard to Survive Lyrics

All of this heartache I'm feeling
I swear its so hard not to cry
Sometimes I'm too weak for this living
I promised my mama I'd try
It feel like I'm living a lie
I know that I'm living a lie
It feel like I'm living a lie
I know that I'm living a lie
They made so too hard to survive
They made it too hard to survive
I gave my all to this shit
To all of my G's that have died
They made so too hard to survive
They made it too hard to survive
I gave my all to this shit
To all of my G's that have died
These demons constantly haunting me
I can’t sleep in peace and that’s facts
I remember when they told me if I want something
I gotta do is just ask
Feel my dreams outta grasp
And reality is I feel worthless
Conversations with this purp
Trying to figure out my purpose
I find healing then the pain resurface
Even been to a few churches
There was nights I ain’t have nowhere to go
Sleeping with one eye open hella nervous
Checking for security
At the airport like I’m bouta catch a flight
But it’s the only place that I feel half way safe
So I stay there for the night
It was hard times I was living
Flashbacks of seasons changing
Another Christmas in prison
Headed to the hole getting sanctioned
Said if I want it have patience
Well the patience about to run thin
I feel I’m bout to explode
Like I mixed tequila weed Henny and Gin
All of this heartache I'm feeling
I swear its so hard not to cry
Sometimes I'm too weak for this living
I promised my mama I'd try
It feel like I'm living a lie
I know that I'm living a lie
It feel like I'm living a lie
I know that I'm living a lie
They made it too hard to survive
They made it too hard to survive
I gave my all to this shit
To all of my G's that have died
They made so too hard to survive
They made it too hard to survive
I gave my all to this shit
To all of my G's that have died
All of this heartache I'm feeling
I swear its so hard not to cry
Sometimes I'm too weak for this living
I promised my mama I'd try
It feel like I'm living a lie
I know that I'm living a lie
It feel like I'm living a lie
I know that I'm living a lie
They made it too hard to survive
They made it too hard to survive
I gave my all to this shit
To all of my G's that have died
They made so too hard to survive
They made it too hard to survive
I gave my all to this shit
To all of my G's that have died

All of this heartache I'm feeling
I swear its so hard not to cry
Sometimes I'm too weak for this living
I promised my mama I'd try
It feel like I'm living a lie
I know that I'm living a lie
It feel like I'm living a lie
I know that I'm living a lie
They made so too hard to survive
They made it too hard to survive
I gave my all to this shit
To all of my G's that have died
They made so too hard to survive
They made it too hard to survive
I gave my all to this shit
To all of my G's that have died
These demons constantly haunting me
I can’t sleep in peace and that’s facts
I remember when they told me if I want something
I gotta do is just ask
Feel my dreams outta grasp
And reality is I feel worthless
Conversations with this purp
Trying to figure out my purpose
I find healing then the pain resurface
Even been to a few churches
There was nights I ain’t have nowhere to go
Sleeping with one eye open hella nervous
Checking for security
At the airport like I’m bouta catch a flight
But it’s the only place that I feel half way safe
So I stay there for the night
It was hard times I was living
Flashbacks of seasons changing
Another Christmas in prison
Headed to the hole getting sanctioned
Said if I want it have patience
Well the patience about to run thin
I feel I’m bout to explode
Like I mixed tequila weed Henny and Gin
All of this heartache I'm feeling
I swear its so hard not to cry
Sometimes I'm too weak for this living
I promised my mama I'd try
It feel like I'm living a lie
I know that I'm living a lie
It feel like I'm living a lie
I know that I'm living a lie
They made it too hard to survive
They made it too hard to survive
I gave my all to this shit
To all of my G's that have died
They made so too hard to survive
They made it too hard to survive
I gave my all to this shit
To all of my G's that have died
All of this heartache I'm feeling
I swear its so hard not to cry
Sometimes I'm too weak for this living
I promised my mama I'd try
It feel like I'm living a lie
I know that I'm living a lie
It feel like I'm living a lie
I know that I'm living a lie
They made it too hard to survive
They made it too hard to survive
I gave my all to this shit
To all of my G's that have died
They made so too hard to survive
They made it too hard to survive
I gave my all to this shit
To all of my G's that have died