Lucidity - Suffer in Silence Lyrics

I just wanna leave sometimes
Leave the voices in my mind
I thought that maybe I'd be fine
I thought that I could be alright
But still I can't sleep these days
The pain the only thing that stays
My past was always made of glass
Sometimes I just go too fast, I

Can't get out my head, I don't see right
Can't remember who I wanna be
I can't get out my bed, I just wanna hide
But they don't see the things I see
It's cold outside and I'm so alone
I froze my life, my feelings hurt the most
If I had no shame, wonder what we'd have
Look at who I am and you don't want me back
It's no wonder I'm so lonely, I did this to myself
Won't let nobody hold me, will never call for help
I know that I'm so broken, I feel like I'm in hell
I feel like no-one notice, cause I don't wanna tell
And I can't complain
Cause I chose this way
But nobody stays
And that's why I say

I just wanna leave sometimes
Leave the voices in my mind
I thought that maybe I'd be fine
I thought that I could be alright
But still I can't sleep these days
The pain the only thing that stays
My past was always made of glass
Sometimes I just go too fast