Love Jai - i wish i was honest with my mom like i am to my mic Lyrics

Okay I know you're no good for me
Or i'm no good for you
And I always say i'm sorry
Even if I never do what you think I do
Im ashamed of showing you the real me
Guess that explains why you never hear me
Guess that explains why you never hear me yeah
Momma told me boy just wait until you're older
Then you'll see the problems that you always been ignoring
Okay yeah i'm sorry I don't mean to be a bother
I rely on you more than I do with my own father
You been taking care of me for my whole life
Sacrificed your teenage years and all your peers just so I could have mine
And sometimes I feel like a dick for taking all that for granted
And I been trying so damn hard to make you proud or understand this
Ill make it right
Ill make it right
Ill make it right I know
And I did it to myself i'm in love with self sabotaging
I made a promise to you and me that Id make it happen
But just like everything else in my life its fucking snapping
Like boy what happened to you you lost all your confidence
Ill tell yo ass a secret if you can keep that shit in confidant
I was heading down the wrong path right now i'm tryna fix that
It don't matter what you did before it matters what you do today
Oh you're so fucking superficial
Oh yeah I hate it and I love it thats the issue

Okay I know you're no good for me
Or i'm no good for you
And I always say i'm sorry
Even if I never do what you think I do
Im ashamed of showing you the real me
Guess that explains why you never hear me
Guess that explains why you never hear me yeah
Momma told me boy just wait until you're older
Then you'll see the problems that you always been ignoring
Okay yeah i'm sorry I don't mean to be a bother
I rely on you more than I do with my own father
You been taking care of me for my whole life
Sacrificed your teenage years and all your peers just so I could have mine
And sometimes I feel like a dick for taking all that for granted
And I been trying so damn hard to make you proud or understand this
Ill make it right
Ill make it right
Ill make it right I know
And I did it to myself i'm in love with self sabotaging
I made a promise to you and me that Id make it happen
But just like everything else in my life its fucking snapping
Like boy what happened to you you lost all your confidence
Ill tell yo ass a secret if you can keep that shit in confidant
I was heading down the wrong path right now i'm tryna fix that
It don't matter what you did before it matters what you do today
Oh you're so fucking superficial
Oh yeah I hate it and I love it thats the issue