Love Jai - i lost my mind :0 Lyrics

You light a cigarette and sit at your desk
Im always tripping over something they don't know i'm a mess
I hate the fact that I can only fall asleep on my chest
And I would try to save us both but I would run out of breath
And i'm pacing back and forth I hate my bad decisions
Just talked to the devil about the way that I been living
He said i'm sorry that you feel this way
You keep on talking to the sky what else can god say
But what about a little break or two that I really need
It doesn't feel like I been breaking through like they all see
I cant stand a single sight of me inside of the mirror
I don't know whats got inside of me the x ray aint clear yet
You can throw my blood on the wall
Hate these fucking withdrawals
I wanna spill my fucking brain until my thoughts dissolve
Im hiding skeletons in closets bet you'll never find it
OCD I stack em up real neat and then I climb it
Oh yeah i'm hot & cold one sketchy move could change my climate
She said I done lost my mind I told her help me find it whoa