Love Jai - disgusted with myself Lyrics

Tilting over like the pictures on your wall
I didn't wanna meet your mom and dad they didn't like me at all
Somehow they liked me oh
Down the line its you and me now that don't get along and
Somethings aren't always better than nothing
Your love is like the ocean and I just wanna jump in
Relationships and me they hardly ever work
I'm tryna keep my balance I just keep slipping first

So is it annoying I keep falling
No I don't wanna say goodbye
And it keeps slipping in my conscious
You're better off not being alive
Oh I'm disgusted
I wanna end it all and watch the world turn to dust bitch
I'm tired of seeing everybody get what they want
When I cant get what I need
I'm on the fucking edge of everything I just wanna leave

Oh oh oh
So is it important to you cause god knows this shits important to me
And I lost every part of me trynna be what they want me to be
There's a war inside my head lately I just want peace
So is it annoying I keep falling cant stand on my two damn feet
I tried a thousand of times I'm at a thousand and one
I wanna blow my fucking brains but I don't own a gun
None of this is fun

So is it annoying I keep falling
No I don't wanna say goodbye
And it keeps slipping in my conscious
You're better off not being alive
Oh I'm disgusted
I wanna end it all and watch the world turn to dust bitch
I'm tired of seeing everybody get what they want
When I cant get what I need
I'm on the fucking edge of everything I just wanna leave