Louis Swagú - LAST NOVEMBER / CANNOT FORGET Lyrics

I don't wanna feel again
But I remember last November, I was hoping fall would never end
And here I'm stuck, I'm feeling like I'm coming right around the road again
And I'm at the same stop sign that I just kept on rolling past
And things ain't been the same since way back then, and I know it is
Back then I was happy but I really think that it was for the wrong reasons
'Cause sometimes you really think you finding something
But turns into nothing
And when you least expect it, they be taking off running
They leave you in dust
Yeah, they leave you with nothing
The broken pieces of the puzzle that you really thought was loving
But it wasn't
And I know that it's been so long
But it feels yesterday that we was vibing out to one of my songs
We sat in the car we was crunk,
And when I touched yo arm, you ain't pull back
And that's when I thought that it was something
But I guess that it wasn't
I guess I was wrong
You probably just listened and faked, no you probably didn't even like my song
You can say that I'm salty
Or maybe just faulty
But truth you is you're the one who's wrong
You're the one who's in the wrong
Took the rope that I'm holding on
And you dropped me to my doom when I thought you were the only one
that could save me from such a fate
Tried to cushion me, "let's do a couple dates"
But if you lead me on, than that's twice as wrong
And there's nothing else I could possibly say
And I know that you rocking that way
Cuz if you go on another date the day you left me
Then I know you need more help than I do, kay?
Nowadays I'm like IDK
I'm digging my own grave
By putting all of these feelings in me when there's nowhere left for them to stay
Gotta spit it out, I got to spray
Gotta put em in the fire, and I light the way
Nobody else can see how I'm not doing okay
But that's okay
I really know that I'm gon make it fore my feelings make the way
My world is turning gray
The more I try and see the color, it's the more that I will see the frame
And I know that it's okay
Cuz now that you're gone I can almost think straight
You still stuck in my mind from time to time
But I know that's normal these days
Can't forget it so I gotta stay
In this mindset is where I'll behave
I'm taming the monster within cuz i gotta just keep him at bay
Since December, it's been harder to live these feelings I'm living
I know that they're here because you went left 'em
Now they are fragile as glass when you spin 'em
Break one and the rest will come with 'em
I need someone to caress me when ever I get with it
Used to think that no one love me how you love me
And now to you I just wan' mean something
And I don't care if it's platonic or romantic
But I'm chasing dreams running
And if you staying here, then I guess that I'ma have to leave, aren't I?
Nowadays I just wonder how you living
But I know those times that I've almost forgiven
As deep as they go, I never am with 'em
And I can never forget 'em

Woo!
I cannot never forget 'em
Mentally ill, always coming in with 'em
Flip it up I got to whip 'em and spin 'em,
A whirlwind of memories coming and hittin'
And I know you never thought that I'd be quitting
Guess you was right I'm still here and I'm sitting
I'm thinking 'bout where I went wrong
But it wasn't my fault so I got to go out while I'm thinking
You know that I'm winning
Hope you mad that I'm winning
I hope you sit down and you listen
I hope you get pissed that
That this song was about you so now you can never forget it
I hope that you listen
See the pain that you caused me, I hope that you know how you're sickened
Yo heart like a witch, and
This is Salem, so I guess I'm coming for you like a mission

Now I'm just trying to be witty
Skin tone blanco, not talkin' Benny
Talk to ma, I ain't talkin' bout Remy
Can't wait 'til I'm stacking my bread on baguettes
Rise to the top got to know that I'm ready
Mixing the vocals is coming in handy
Like Manny, and I ain't talkin' 'bout a petty
I'm coming tunnel vision, like my name was Fetty

Where was I going with this? I don't know
Oh right, I just wanna make sure everyone knows
Time to clear up conceptions, and blow 'way the smoke
And now that you're gone I'm like where did you go?
Oh!
Before, I never knew what I'd go through
I was stupid to think that I could do it
Knew I couldn't pull it off from back at the bottom
Just trying to make sure that I can get through it
I don't hold grudges too often
But sometimes you got to whenever they callin'
They calling my name, but I ain't ready to fall yet
I'm going to the top, no I ain't even ball yet
I ain't even stalling
I'm up like a rocket
I ain't ever falling
And I ain't just talkin', I'm walkin'
And trying to make sure that my problems are solving
And taking my bow from the stage when applauding

I
I cannot forget
I cannot forgive
Down in the abyss
I will struggle to admit
I cannot forgive
And I cannot forget
I cannot forgive
And I cannot forget