Lonesity, Will Rosey - save my heart Lyrics

Look left, look right, same shit everyday
Doin' everything I can to try to sing the pain away
45 days left 'til I fall flat
You can bet your ass I got the caliber to match that
Didn't ask for these fucked up thoughts
Lately, I've been thinkin' bout the end too much
It's concerning and disturbing
Please save my heart from burning

It's pretty clear that nobody give a fuck about me
No one checkin' up, friends ain't showin' love
Maybe they'll appreciate me more when I'm up above
In the skies, flyin' high, like a singing dove
Do you feel me? That feeling?
The one stops you from ever healing
I know it all too well
I swear it comes straight from hell
Hey, can you tell me why I'll never be enough!?
Can you tell me why I don't deserve love!?

Look left, look right, same shit everyday
Doin' everything I can to try to sing the pain away
45 days left 'til I fall flat
You can bet your ass I got the caliber to match that
Didn't ask for these fucked up thoughts
Lately, I've been thinkin' bout the end too much
It's concerning and disturbing
Please save my heart from burning

I wish that you cared about me, but I know you don't
Chain on my hip
And imagery in my head
I thought I knew you, but it's obvious that I did not
Black jeans matched with a black shirt
And I know that no one cares
The times I think about her makes me hate myself and everything
I wonder if she thought about me
Why am I wasting my time thinking about this?
How many hours did I spend hoping she would reach out to me?
But at the end of the day
I guess it doesn't really matter

Look left, look right, same shit everyday
Doin' everything I can to try to sing the pain away
45 days left 'til I fall flat
You can bet your ass I got the caliber to match that
Didn't ask for these fucked up thoughts
Lately, I've been thinkin' bout the end too much
It's concerning and disturbing
Please save my heart from burning