Lonesity - PAIN Lyrics

Distracting yourself from the pain will make it feel worse
Once you realize it never went away
And don't try to figure me out
This insecure man changes faces like everyday, ay
What you mean by that? Will you tell us brother?
First off, I wanna say sorry to my mother
She gave me all the love I ever needed from another
Wish I coulda known that fact a little sooner
But I didn't, destiny's are written by the mistakes of your past
And moments that'll never last
So now I'm left with repentance
Strugglin' to find myself through independence
'Cause I'm chillin', numbed out feelin'
Fuck a Zoloft, don't find that appealin'
Writin' rap's the only way to fight my demon
I don't feel the pain in the booth when I'm screamin'