Loner Boy - Pain Lyrics

I can feel the pain in my emotions
Do you even love me that’s my notion
Got you driftin through my mind like the ocean
Every time we talk the world goes slow motion
Sittin alone as I jot
Alone in this room with my thoughts
And honestly it’s been a lot
But it saves me when i’m feeling lost
It tells me when i’m in the wrong
At least I can bond with my music
People they can’t help me through it
Cause i’ve hidden away my bruises
So I guess imma live through this music
This is all that I have
And for you to love me is all I ask
I know I ain’t much
Just give me your trust
Transmute what you gave turn it back to love
Sinking so deep i’m drowning
Gasping for breathe while i’m smiling
I drank from the vial i’ve decided
That the poison is sweeter than life is
This sweetness there’s nothing like it
It’s rotting me slow i’m dying
These drugs are horrifying
I wanna live im lying
Loading my gun emotions are numb
Line up the shot then i’m done
The demons are here you better run
Tears in my eyes no saying goodbyes
The fear yes it lears
I can feel it in my heart
It won’t play part
Not in the dark
I can feel the pain in my emotions
Do you even love me that’s my notion
Got you driftin through my mind like the ocean
Every time we talk the world goes slow motion
I’ve been running from problems my whole life
I numb out my feelings with the dirty sprite
Wanna feel okay but i’m never alright
I can’t ever love you but you know that i’ll try
Unwrap this blunt and then i’ll fly
I’ll meditate until i’m in the sky
All my life’s been a fucking lie
When can I take off this damn disguise
I’ve had trouble sleeping in the night time
When it’s night time i’m alone and write rhymes
Now it’s my time, yeah i’m feeling really fine
Imma make this music until the whole games mine
Fake love why you always telling these lies
I don’t got no time for no snakes in my life
You say you got love but you lie to me
I thought you were the woman in all of my dreams
Baby you gave me all your ecstasy
But you were just a fantasy
Baby you gave me all your ecstasy
But you were just a fantasy

I can feel the pain in my emotions
Do you even love me that’s my notion
Got you driftin through my mind like the ocean
Every time we talk the world goes slow motion
Sittin alone as I jot
Alone in this room with my thoughts
And honestly it’s been a lot
But it saves me when i’m feeling lost
It tells me when i’m in the wrong
At least I can bond with my music
People they can’t help me through it
Cause i’ve hidden away my bruises
So I guess imma live through this music
This is all that I have
And for you to love me is all I ask
I know I ain’t much
Just give me your trust
Transmute what you gave turn it back to love
Sinking so deep i’m drowning
Gasping for breathe while i’m smiling
I drank from the vial i’ve decided
That the poison is sweeter than life is
This sweetness there’s nothing like it
It’s rotting me slow i’m dying
These drugs are horrifying
I wanna live im lying
Loading my gun emotions are numb
Line up the shot then i’m done
The demons are here you better run
Tears in my eyes no saying goodbyes
The fear yes it lears
I can feel it in my heart
It won’t play part
Not in the dark
I can feel the pain in my emotions
Do you even love me that’s my notion
Got you driftin through my mind like the ocean
Every time we talk the world goes slow motion
I’ve been running from problems my whole life
I numb out my feelings with the dirty sprite
Wanna feel okay but i’m never alright
I can’t ever love you but you know that i’ll try
Unwrap this blunt and then i’ll fly
I’ll meditate until i’m in the sky
All my life’s been a fucking lie
When can I take off this damn disguise
I’ve had trouble sleeping in the night time
When it’s night time i’m alone and write rhymes
Now it’s my time, yeah i’m feeling really fine
Imma make this music until the whole games mine
Fake love why you always telling these lies
I don’t got no time for no snakes in my life
You say you got love but you lie to me
I thought you were the woman in all of my dreams
Baby you gave me all your ecstasy
But you were just a fantasy
Baby you gave me all your ecstasy
But you were just a fantasy