Loner Boy - Free Me Lyrics

Loner
I want something different
But I don’t wanna change
I argue with myself
And I prolly look insane
I don’t ever fix it
I just love to complain
I want a different outcome
But I always stay the same
I hate the way my brain responds to pain with rage
The skies are all grey but I like it in the rain
I’ve pushed it all away
Everything that made me happy
And this is all that remains
I’m perfectly happy with my misery
Telling myself that a win ain’t no fucking victory
All of my hope has slowly been withering
I wouldn’t even wanna be friends with me
Look in the mirror and I just see a different me
Demons are whispering and i’ve been listening
Death is something that i’ve been considering
I’m never happy, nothing can ever pleasure me
Wanting some help but I don’t wanna ask for it
I Pent up this anger but I hate how I manage it
I put down the bottle then I always go back to it
My life is a story but I’m the antagonist
They say pains the greatest teacher, I must be a graduate
They say everything happens for a reason, I feel like an accident
Look at my mind and how I fucking damaged it
Only imagine if I didn’t battle it
Free me from this place
I’m a damn disgrace
Yeah I feel dead
I’m so full of dread
I try to be cool
I follow all the trends
But what is being cool when you got no friends Free me from this place
I’m a damn disgrace
Yeah I feel dead
I’m so full of dread
I try to be cool
I follow all the trends
But what is being cool when you got no friends
If you’ve seen pain don’t worry you’re not alone
This is for the ones up at night Feeling like they’re not at home
This is for the ones that say fuck my life
Feeling like you’re not a want and you just wanna die
All praise to those who ain’t believe in me
Without y’all I would not be where I wanna be
Had to go and switch up who been seen with me
Because all love ain’t what it seem to be
See love can be fake or it can be genuine
But you won’t see it coming like a serpentine
All these hoes be acting so innocent
Then wonder why my morals be diminishing
Truth of the matter is that every woman lies
Give em one chance and they’ll do it seven times
Heavens lil angel is so full of despise
When she say she love me I see different in her eyes
Free me from this place
I’m a damn disgrace
Yeah I feel dead
I’m so full of dread
I try to be cool
I follow all the trends
But what is being cool when you got no friends
Free me from this place
I’m a damn disgrace
Yeah I feel dead
I’m so full of dread
I try to be cool
I follow all the trends
But what is being cool when you got no friends

Loner
I want something different
But I don’t wanna change
I argue with myself
And I prolly look insane
I don’t ever fix it
I just love to complain
I want a different outcome
But I always stay the same
I hate the way my brain responds to pain with rage
The skies are all grey but I like it in the rain
I’ve pushed it all away
Everything that made me happy
And this is all that remains
I’m perfectly happy with my misery
Telling myself that a win ain’t no fucking victory
All of my hope has slowly been withering
I wouldn’t even wanna be friends with me
Look in the mirror and I just see a different me
Demons are whispering and i’ve been listening
Death is something that i’ve been considering
I’m never happy, nothing can ever pleasure me
Wanting some help but I don’t wanna ask for it
I Pent up this anger but I hate how I manage it
I put down the bottle then I always go back to it
My life is a story but I’m the antagonist
They say pains the greatest teacher, I must be a graduate
They say everything happens for a reason, I feel like an accident
Look at my mind and how I fucking damaged it
Only imagine if I didn’t battle it
Free me from this place
I’m a damn disgrace
Yeah I feel dead
I’m so full of dread
I try to be cool
I follow all the trends
But what is being cool when you got no friends Free me from this place
I’m a damn disgrace
Yeah I feel dead
I’m so full of dread
I try to be cool
I follow all the trends
But what is being cool when you got no friends
If you’ve seen pain don’t worry you’re not alone
This is for the ones up at night Feeling like they’re not at home
This is for the ones that say fuck my life
Feeling like you’re not a want and you just wanna die
All praise to those who ain’t believe in me
Without y’all I would not be where I wanna be
Had to go and switch up who been seen with me
Because all love ain’t what it seem to be
See love can be fake or it can be genuine
But you won’t see it coming like a serpentine
All these hoes be acting so innocent
Then wonder why my morals be diminishing
Truth of the matter is that every woman lies
Give em one chance and they’ll do it seven times
Heavens lil angel is so full of despise
When she say she love me I see different in her eyes
Free me from this place
I’m a damn disgrace
Yeah I feel dead
I’m so full of dread
I try to be cool
I follow all the trends
But what is being cool when you got no friends
Free me from this place
I’m a damn disgrace
Yeah I feel dead
I’m so full of dread
I try to be cool
I follow all the trends
But what is being cool when you got no friends