Loner Boy - Alone Lyrics

I’m sitting alone
Waiting for a text of yours
Scrolling through my phone
Expecting you reply
Reliving all the times that we had
I can’t get you off my mind
No matter how hard I try
I just can’t forget you
I miss you I won’t lie
I need you in my life
We both would be fine
Wish we could just rewind
Back to when everything was right
Why you switch the lane
I’m feeling insane
The pain don’t seem to end
Said you loved me why’d you leave then
Everything was going well
Then you pushed me away
Without you I feel like I’m drowning
In all the pain that’s around me
All the lies are surrounding
I’m terrified
Yeah my heart is pounding
Hoping help would see me but more pain found me
Everything is going wrong
Where did I go wrong
I sing these sad songs
About the mess that’s going on
It’s been going on for so long
Suicidal but I hold on
I have a purpose
Even though I feel worthless
Living this life but am I worth this
Got a fragile heart
Everyone wanna hurt this
They say it’ll get better
It’s only getting worse
You see I walk around everyday acting like i’m ok
I wake up every morning put on a fake face
When the sun fades I let it escape
I let pain embrace my name and what remains
Got betrayed a lot and changed in many ways
I can’t see life like I did the same way
So I’ll keep myself contained and wash all my sins down the drain
I keep everything black and grey
There seems to be a buffer
There seems to be a delay
I’m tired of this suffer just wanna be okay
There seems to be a burden that I can’t explain
So while they dance and sway
Imma just keep myself away
So i’ll sit back and appreciate a happy face
My heart will fill with envy and it will ache
I feel so heavy just wanna be erased
Feel held captive like i’m in a cage
I’m just longing for happier days
I’m lost somewhere between time and space
I’m gone but God won’t open his gates
I guess I’m just a disgrace

I’m sitting alone
Waiting for a text of yours
Scrolling through my phone
Expecting you reply
Reliving all the times that we had
I can’t get you off my mind
No matter how hard I try
I just can’t forget you
I miss you I won’t lie
I need you in my life
We both would be fine
Wish we could just rewind
Back to when everything was right
Why you switch the lane
I’m feeling insane
The pain don’t seem to end
Said you loved me why’d you leave then
Everything was going well
Then you pushed me away
Without you I feel like I’m drowning
In all the pain that’s around me
All the lies are surrounding
I’m terrified
Yeah my heart is pounding
Hoping help would see me but more pain found me
Everything is going wrong
Where did I go wrong
I sing these sad songs
About the mess that’s going on
It’s been going on for so long
Suicidal but I hold on
I have a purpose
Even though I feel worthless
Living this life but am I worth this
Got a fragile heart
Everyone wanna hurt this
They say it’ll get better
It’s only getting worse
You see I walk around everyday acting like i’m ok
I wake up every morning put on a fake face
When the sun fades I let it escape
I let pain embrace my name and what remains
Got betrayed a lot and changed in many ways
I can’t see life like I did the same way
So I’ll keep myself contained and wash all my sins down the drain
I keep everything black and grey
There seems to be a buffer
There seems to be a delay
I’m tired of this suffer just wanna be okay
There seems to be a burden that I can’t explain
So while they dance and sway
Imma just keep myself away
So i’ll sit back and appreciate a happy face
My heart will fill with envy and it will ache
I feel so heavy just wanna be erased
Feel held captive like i’m in a cage
I’m just longing for happier days
I’m lost somewhere between time and space
I’m gone but God won’t open his gates
I guess I’m just a disgrace