LocalBlac - Holding These Balloons Lyrics

I ain't been around in a lil
They gon' blame it on me
But you still down
It's like we tripping first class every winter
Made some mistakes but I hope they forgive me
And if they want to judge let me be my own witness
Is you getting worked or you getting played
They'll leave the sun for a piece of shade
It'll never be enough if you when you calculate
Lil headspace groomed let me renovate
Artist running from the truth like they gon escape
At the mercy of the people watch em dictate
Living so carefree but you know that you judged
So you play to the message that they called bait
Sign our lives in ink we been made to believe
What we see there's a bigger stake in our play
Can't be young and naive how I once made
But can't be moving bitter like I lost faith
Look
How we sell a million records writing only bout death
In common culture they believe your words will manifest
Old heads saying if you only knew what's best
But them be ones who issue out every check
You can't be so surprised when a nigga meet his death
For the last three years he been saying he was next
Product of our theory not of our environment
Cause you can take a lost a thousand miles from where you rest
Paint it in blood when you say it with your chest
And the women going crazy cause they want to be up next
And next time you see us better run it by the set
You get assigned a role you gotta play it til the end
I ain't been around in a lil
They gon' blame it on me
But you still down
It's like we tripping first class every winter
Made some mistakes but I hope they forgive me
And if they want to judge let me be my own witness
I'll tell you how I live it
I aint been around in a lil
They gon' blame it on me
But you still down
It's like we tripping first class every winter
Made some mistakes but I hope they forgive me
And if they want to judge let me be my own witness
I'll tell you how I live it
Women come fast liquor come last
I been out of my element
Name a price tag I can forge that
That was all for the relevance
I aint been back they don't want that
Conscious all that I ever been
Burying the past candle light mass
Pope and presidential decadence
You know when we finish
I wrote it in 5 and I flipped it in 20
And any territory come with some envy
The mold of that man probably cast by some victims
No heart to heart this aint no therapy is it
We move by the rules that the game had intended
Might lose a couple but that's natural selection
From soil to roots and it grow to perfection
We still made some noise when nobody would listen
You just catching on and the value increasing
I been dropped that line bout my decibels bleeding
That volume intense we need bigger arenas
This cubic feet can't house my thoughts on the future
I input the data and drew up the blueprint
That art of war sun tzu surf wit Confucius
And please don't disturb you might cause some confusion
I won't be liable for all they decisions
I checked out the climate I know y'all agenda
You party and bullshit for all the attention
A blog dropped your name but that's critique condition
Keep filing complaints y'all not even contending
A wise one once explained some shit that's convincing
You love what you do not the money you getting
Cause what happens after is gone in minute

I ain't been around in a lil
They gon' blame it on me
But you still down
It's like we tripping first class every winter
Made some mistakes but I hope they forgive me
And if they want to judge let me be my own witness
Is you getting worked or you getting played
They'll leave the sun for a piece of shade
It'll never be enough if you when you calculate
Lil headspace groomed let me renovate
Artist running from the truth like they gon escape
At the mercy of the people watch em dictate
Living so carefree but you know that you judged
So you play to the message that they called bait
Sign our lives in ink we been made to believe
What we see there's a bigger stake in our play
Can't be young and naive how I once made
But can't be moving bitter like I lost faith
Look
How we sell a million records writing only bout death
In common culture they believe your words will manifest
Old heads saying if you only knew what's best
But them be ones who issue out every check
You can't be so surprised when a nigga meet his death
For the last three years he been saying he was next
Product of our theory not of our environment
Cause you can take a lost a thousand miles from where you rest
Paint it in blood when you say it with your chest
And the women going crazy cause they want to be up next
And next time you see us better run it by the set
You get assigned a role you gotta play it til the end
I ain't been around in a lil
They gon' blame it on me
But you still down
It's like we tripping first class every winter
Made some mistakes but I hope they forgive me
And if they want to judge let me be my own witness
I'll tell you how I live it
I aint been around in a lil
They gon' blame it on me
But you still down
It's like we tripping first class every winter
Made some mistakes but I hope they forgive me
And if they want to judge let me be my own witness
I'll tell you how I live it
Women come fast liquor come last
I been out of my element
Name a price tag I can forge that
That was all for the relevance
I aint been back they don't want that
Conscious all that I ever been
Burying the past candle light mass
Pope and presidential decadence
You know when we finish
I wrote it in 5 and I flipped it in 20
And any territory come with some envy
The mold of that man probably cast by some victims
No heart to heart this aint no therapy is it
We move by the rules that the game had intended
Might lose a couple but that's natural selection
From soil to roots and it grow to perfection
We still made some noise when nobody would listen
You just catching on and the value increasing
I been dropped that line bout my decibels bleeding
That volume intense we need bigger arenas
This cubic feet can't house my thoughts on the future
I input the data and drew up the blueprint
That art of war sun tzu surf wit Confucius
And please don't disturb you might cause some confusion
I won't be liable for all they decisions
I checked out the climate I know y'all agenda
You party and bullshit for all the attention
A blog dropped your name but that's critique condition
Keep filing complaints y'all not even contending
A wise one once explained some shit that's convincing
You love what you do not the money you getting
Cause what happens after is gone in minute