Lil Jsa - Close To Death Lyrics

Hear the sound of my voice
When I'm screaming
Look at the color of my blood
When I'm bleeding
My heart is feeling crushed
And my mind turns into dust yea
I'm trying to explain
That I'm close to death
Hear the sound of my voice
When I'm screaming
Look at the color of my blood
When I'm bleeding
My heart is feeling crushed
And my mind turns into dust yea
I'm trying to explain
That I'm close to death

You don't even know who I am
You don't even know
How I feel inside
I wish that you could look at me
And see me the way I do see myself
Like do you see the obvious things?
Like the scars on my arms?
Or that I'm falling apart?
And I
Will never really tell you 'bout my past life
Or how many times a week I do cry
I'm 24 awake
Starring outside of my window
Counting all those stars
Getting fucked up on some benzos
Can't dodge all those heart attacks
I'm outta sight
Slowly dissolving into many little Artifacts
Yeah
I'm alone
(I'm alone)
I'm alone
Sometimes I wanna go
(Wanna go)
I am dead inside
I have no fear
I'm dying
Still no fear

Hear the sound of my voice
When I'm screaming
Look at the color of my blood
When I'm bleeding
My heart is feeling crushed
And my mind turns into dust
Yea
I'm trying to explain
That I'm close to death
Hear the sound of my voice
When I'm screaming
Look at the color of my blood
When I'm bleeding
My heart is feeling crushed
And my mind turns into dust
Yea
I'm trying to explain
That I'm close to death