Lil JJ Reynolds - Social Outcast Lyrics

All my life, I've been a social outcast
Stayed solo, stayed alone, did my own thang
It's gon' be me 'til I hit the grave, you feel me?
Mm
A life of living in the past, spreading feelings that are hopeless
Born in confusion for the brain to never stay in focus
Grew up, an outcast that never got noticed
Until I face death, for time to see when I approach it (uh-huh)
A- a small kid in a town of a rough hazard
Dealing with wannabes and fake tough bastards
I was social in my own world, to be alone
Was unattractive to the girls, so I left love alone
Was on my own, dealing with bipolar's madness
Struggling to function with my brain, filled with sadness
Nobody gave a fuck about me, so I twisted my trust up
And made it ruthless towards everyone that stayed in the cut
I kept my circle to myself and never put nobody near me
My personality is like a skeleton that fears me
I'm different, for no one to understand my task
I'm a shadow that don't flash, cause I'm social outcast
Death is coming near my soul
Will it live or will I lose control?
Will I lose control?
Nobody understood my past, man, all they did was laugh
Every breath, I'm feeling low
Toxic drains on me, so don't get close
Cause I'm living in the past
Feeling sad and mad cause I'm a social outcast
I kept my pain inside a bubble 'til I popped it with lyrics
While using life as a reflection, as I start to appear in a cycle
With demons gathering, erasing my spirits
Annoyance spreading from my feelings, the devil is wicked
I hated people cause they criticized my pain with a stare
Using lies to compare to loyalty, with despair
I stayed alone with my head in the journals
Writing angry feelings that's eternal
My head is like a roller coaster, waiting to swing me
With evil moods from the devil's bumblebee that would sting me
Constantly, until I dropped below the flames of fatal
To get cursed with a brain that's forever unstable
You can see the way I function, tryna fight, suicidal
Performing in front of demons at fire's death recital
Inhaling ammunition in my system, before I blast
At the public in the ass, I'm a social outcast
Death is coming near my soul
Will it live or will I lose control?
Will I lose control?
Nobody understood my past, man, all they did was laugh
Every breath, I'm feeling low
Toxic drains on me, so don't get close
Cause I'm living in the past
Feeling sad and mad cause I'm a social outcast
All my life, I've been an social outcast
Nobody understood me, that's why I stayed in my own lane, cause I didn't want them near me
Born in the past, surrounded by laughs, and people using my life to bash
I came from the gutter, and I'm still in the gutter
But still, I'm hustling and grinding for mines
I move in solo and I'ma move in solo 'til I hit the grave, you feel me?
So don't come near me cause I'm a social outcast
Death is coming near my soul
Will it live or will I lose control?
Will I lose control?
Nobody understood my past, man, all they did was laugh
Every breath, I'm feeling low
Toxic drains on me, so don't get close
Cause I'm living in the past
Feeling sad and mad cause I'm a social outcast

All my life, I've been a social outcast
Stayed solo, stayed alone, did my own thang
It's gon' be me 'til I hit the grave, you feel me?
Mm
A life of living in the past, spreading feelings that are hopeless
Born in confusion for the brain to never stay in focus
Grew up, an outcast that never got noticed
Until I face death, for time to see when I approach it (uh-huh)
A- a small kid in a town of a rough hazard
Dealing with wannabes and fake tough bastards
I was social in my own world, to be alone
Was unattractive to the girls, so I left love alone
Was on my own, dealing with bipolar's madness
Struggling to function with my brain, filled with sadness
Nobody gave a fuck about me, so I twisted my trust up
And made it ruthless towards everyone that stayed in the cut
I kept my circle to myself and never put nobody near me
My personality is like a skeleton that fears me
I'm different, for no one to understand my task
I'm a shadow that don't flash, cause I'm social outcast
Death is coming near my soul
Will it live or will I lose control?
Will I lose control?
Nobody understood my past, man, all they did was laugh
Every breath, I'm feeling low
Toxic drains on me, so don't get close
Cause I'm living in the past
Feeling sad and mad cause I'm a social outcast
I kept my pain inside a bubble 'til I popped it with lyrics
While using life as a reflection, as I start to appear in a cycle
With demons gathering, erasing my spirits
Annoyance spreading from my feelings, the devil is wicked
I hated people cause they criticized my pain with a stare
Using lies to compare to loyalty, with despair
I stayed alone with my head in the journals
Writing angry feelings that's eternal
My head is like a roller coaster, waiting to swing me
With evil moods from the devil's bumblebee that would sting me
Constantly, until I dropped below the flames of fatal
To get cursed with a brain that's forever unstable
You can see the way I function, tryna fight, suicidal
Performing in front of demons at fire's death recital
Inhaling ammunition in my system, before I blast
At the public in the ass, I'm a social outcast
Death is coming near my soul
Will it live or will I lose control?
Will I lose control?
Nobody understood my past, man, all they did was laugh
Every breath, I'm feeling low
Toxic drains on me, so don't get close
Cause I'm living in the past
Feeling sad and mad cause I'm a social outcast
All my life, I've been an social outcast
Nobody understood me, that's why I stayed in my own lane, cause I didn't want them near me
Born in the past, surrounded by laughs, and people using my life to bash
I came from the gutter, and I'm still in the gutter
But still, I'm hustling and grinding for mines
I move in solo and I'ma move in solo 'til I hit the grave, you feel me?
So don't come near me cause I'm a social outcast
Death is coming near my soul
Will it live or will I lose control?
Will I lose control?
Nobody understood my past, man, all they did was laugh
Every breath, I'm feeling low
Toxic drains on me, so don't get close
Cause I'm living in the past
Feeling sad and mad cause I'm a social outcast