Lil JJ Reynolds - So Many Tears Lyrics

So many tears falling down my face, ya
So much pain I intake and continue to face
From all the wasted years that can never be replaced
How much more of disgrace can my little body take, huh?
This everyday life is the life that I hate
While this world is moving fast, I'm slowing down my pace
What's real love if all I've faced was heartbreaks?
What's it like to have friends that are real instead of fake?
I seem to kill my demons if I rap some more
I'm such a clown to folks, let's make 'em laugh some more
How can you see me, man, if I'm invisible?
The man you see is the reflection of my clone, in a visual
This life is hard, and it loves to get physical
And it makes you feel like everything is so typical
What's flying in the air is our fears
It makes you want to disappear to cry some more tears (so many tears)
So many tears falling down my face
And nobody's there, no, no
So many tears falling down my face
And nobody cares, no, no
So many tears I be making when I'm lied to, or hurt
All the medicine that the doctor had me try, didn't work
All they did was give me side effects that made things worse
Man, I swear to God, it's like I'm cursed and worthless
By all the dirty deeds from the devil, himself
People love to desert me when I ask for help
I'm like a small, black slave, trapped behind the gates
To be exposed, after putting my whole life at stake
I used to think so highly that life was great
Until I've faced all the hate and started dealing with race
Mixed with the stress that made me feel some type of way
Tried to explain but no one cared what I had to say
I bet no-one would care if I passed away
If I was mentioned, people'll prolly turn their heads the other way
Life is queer and isn't fair
It makes you want to disappear to cry some more tears (so many tears)
So many tears falling down my face
And nobody's there, no, no
So many tears falling down my face
And nobody cares, no, no
I'm crying many tears cause I feel like I've failed
And people love to always say that you should blame yourself
But they never try to understand what your life is like
Or why your life is the way it is from what you've faced in life
Instead they hate to understand all the words you write
And say the pain you feel is what you deserve in life
You feel so alone when you're by yourself, no-one's there
But you're always there for everyone else, that's not fair
They always stare when you ask for help
It's like living in this despair is bad for our health, yeah
Killing yourself is what you felt like doing
Cause you feel like your whole life is wasted and ruined
What's the point of living here if you're living in fear?
Or if it seems like you can never fit anywhere?
You spent years, lost in the middle of no-where
Drowning in so many tears (so many tears)
So many tears falling down my face
And nobody's there, no, no
So many tears falling down my face
And nobody cares, no, no

So many tears falling down my face, ya
So much pain I intake and continue to face
From all the wasted years that can never be replaced
How much more of disgrace can my little body take, huh?
This everyday life is the life that I hate
While this world is moving fast, I'm slowing down my pace
What's real love if all I've faced was heartbreaks?
What's it like to have friends that are real instead of fake?
I seem to kill my demons if I rap some more
I'm such a clown to folks, let's make 'em laugh some more
How can you see me, man, if I'm invisible?
The man you see is the reflection of my clone, in a visual
This life is hard, and it loves to get physical
And it makes you feel like everything is so typical
What's flying in the air is our fears
It makes you want to disappear to cry some more tears (so many tears)
So many tears falling down my face
And nobody's there, no, no
So many tears falling down my face
And nobody cares, no, no
So many tears I be making when I'm lied to, or hurt
All the medicine that the doctor had me try, didn't work
All they did was give me side effects that made things worse
Man, I swear to God, it's like I'm cursed and worthless
By all the dirty deeds from the devil, himself
People love to desert me when I ask for help
I'm like a small, black slave, trapped behind the gates
To be exposed, after putting my whole life at stake
I used to think so highly that life was great
Until I've faced all the hate and started dealing with race
Mixed with the stress that made me feel some type of way
Tried to explain but no one cared what I had to say
I bet no-one would care if I passed away
If I was mentioned, people'll prolly turn their heads the other way
Life is queer and isn't fair
It makes you want to disappear to cry some more tears (so many tears)
So many tears falling down my face
And nobody's there, no, no
So many tears falling down my face
And nobody cares, no, no
I'm crying many tears cause I feel like I've failed
And people love to always say that you should blame yourself
But they never try to understand what your life is like
Or why your life is the way it is from what you've faced in life
Instead they hate to understand all the words you write
And say the pain you feel is what you deserve in life
You feel so alone when you're by yourself, no-one's there
But you're always there for everyone else, that's not fair
They always stare when you ask for help
It's like living in this despair is bad for our health, yeah
Killing yourself is what you felt like doing
Cause you feel like your whole life is wasted and ruined
What's the point of living here if you're living in fear?
Or if it seems like you can never fit anywhere?
You spent years, lost in the middle of no-where
Drowning in so many tears (so many tears)
So many tears falling down my face
And nobody's there, no, no
So many tears falling down my face
And nobody cares, no, no