Lil JJ Reynolds - Mad Man Lyrics

I'm paranoia with the stress like I've lost my mind
Losing focus (Life is killing me) one day at a time
If I was dead, (Would I finally relax while I rest?)
Or will pain stab me twice in the back with the stress?
Life is critical (Yes) but I'm a solider
Struggling to keep my feelings steady on the devil's roller coaster
While trying to bulk up from the weight on my shoulders
To glue my broken pieces back together for some closure
I'm fighting demons in my head (It's such a battle)
Will my wings ever fly me up to heaven if they're fragile?
I fantasize off a wish from a candle
Exploiting with the truth to give me spirits (I can handle)
Instead of feelings cause I'm dazed in my thoughts
People hate me cause I'm different, crazed and never talk (If music's not involved)
When it is, (Then I spark up) my feelings that were trapped in the dark
I'm a mad man
I'm a mad man
In so much pain that will not leave me alone
I'm a mad man
I'm a mad man
Ready to explode
Life is tricky and disguised in pain
I'm a mad man in the flames, (Begging for rain to drop on all my sins)
Til they're washed away
I'm baptized in my misery to suffer til my last day
For satan to cremate me in the ashtray
My vision is a flash in my eyes when I pass fate
Or fake people that strike til they're exposed
With a mindset that's desperate to destroy the real souls
I'm lost (Behind my own image that is cold)
How do I show my feelings that nobody even knows about?
Nobody cares cause life isn't fair
This world remains a mystery for people to stare in glare
I wonder if it's time for my brain to explode
Times have changed but the memories are the same as the foes
The light is getting darker as I walk down this road
While I walk down this road, (Will I fold?) No
I'm a mad man
I'm a mad man
In so much pain that will not leave me alone
I'm a mad man
I'm a mad man
Ready to explode

I'm paranoia with the stress like I've lost my mind
Losing focus (Life is killing me) one day at a time
If I was dead, (Would I finally relax while I rest?)
Or will pain stab me twice in the back with the stress?
Life is critical (Yes) but I'm a solider
Struggling to keep my feelings steady on the devil's roller coaster
While trying to bulk up from the weight on my shoulders
To glue my broken pieces back together for some closure
I'm fighting demons in my head (It's such a battle)
Will my wings ever fly me up to heaven if they're fragile?
I fantasize off a wish from a candle
Exploiting with the truth to give me spirits (I can handle)
Instead of feelings cause I'm dazed in my thoughts
People hate me cause I'm different, crazed and never talk (If music's not involved)
When it is, (Then I spark up) my feelings that were trapped in the dark
I'm a mad man
I'm a mad man
In so much pain that will not leave me alone
I'm a mad man
I'm a mad man
Ready to explode
Life is tricky and disguised in pain
I'm a mad man in the flames, (Begging for rain to drop on all my sins)
Til they're washed away
I'm baptized in my misery to suffer til my last day
For satan to cremate me in the ashtray
My vision is a flash in my eyes when I pass fate
Or fake people that strike til they're exposed
With a mindset that's desperate to destroy the real souls
I'm lost (Behind my own image that is cold)
How do I show my feelings that nobody even knows about?
Nobody cares cause life isn't fair
This world remains a mystery for people to stare in glare
I wonder if it's time for my brain to explode
Times have changed but the memories are the same as the foes
The light is getting darker as I walk down this road
While I walk down this road, (Will I fold?) No
I'm a mad man
I'm a mad man
In so much pain that will not leave me alone
I'm a mad man
I'm a mad man
Ready to explode