Lil JJ Reynolds - Internal Demons Lyrics

Internal demons, they're attacking me again
So I must fight even harder than I did before
Ah, here they come, about to attack my soul
That I worked so hard to repair
Internal demons
Internal demons (Ya)
Internal demons (Ya)
Internal demons, they're attacking me (They're attacking me)
Internal demons (Ya)
Internal demons (Ah)
Internal demons, they're attached to me (They're attached to me)
Internal
Internal
Internal
Internal
Internal
Internal
Internal demons (Ya)
Internal
Internal (Ya)
Internal, uh-uh-uh
Demons on attack, on alert with the bat in my hands
My manic state got my eyes turning black again
I wanna chat but I have no friends, as I talk to myself
Thinking that thinking positive would boost my thoughts, but they failed
To connect fully in my mind, properly
Behind my mind was a speech, for folks to read my mind of melancholy
Paranoia got me breaking mirrors when I see
Dark reflections of me bleeding profusely in my sleep (Woo)
Freaking out, disliking humans in this life, I
Feel more and more like a peasant that's unpleasant, I'm not a nice guy
My moods change like the weather, I spin
In an angry episode, and then I'd feel better, but when
I'm asked if I remember snapping from my mood swings
I smile and tell 'em to their face that I don't remember a thing
While in a trance, I would sing for no apparent reason
I'm hypnotized by my internal demons, uh
Internal demons
Internal demons (Ya)
Internal demons, they're attacking me (They're attacking me)
Internal demons
Internal demons
Internal demons, they're attached to me (Ah)
Internal
Internal
Internal
Internal
Internal
Internal
Internal demons (Ya)
Internal
Internal
Internal, uh (Ah)
La, la, la, la, as I sing some more
I threw a few raps in with a little decor
I'm bursting tears on the floor, hands over my head
The devil's cleaning his sins with head & shoulders in my head
If he was sober, I'd be dead, but he's drinking, so I'm nuts
Stupid me for thinking what he did was out of love
Living life, without feeling extra cold is rare
I'm still alive, seeing me and my life going nowhere
Building despair, showing it like show and tell
Happiness is a setup for me to know it's hell
I'm holding bells in my hands, ring a ding, ding-dong
I lost my fucking train of thought, let's ride the train and sing along
Walking miles super fast are my demons in my conscience (Conscience)
"Come along, J" is what they say, but I'm not convinced
Let's crazy dance for no sort of reason (Ah)
I'm hypnotized by my internal demons (Internal demons)
Internal demons
Internal demons
Internal demons, they're attacking me (They're attacking me)
Internal demons
Internal demons
Internal demons, they're attached to me (Ah)
Internal
Internal (Ah-ah)
Internal
Internal
Internal
Internal
Internal demons (Ya)
Internal
Internal
Internal, uh (Ah)
"Step away you bastards" was the title for my sermon
Everybody hates me, but that's okay cause I'm a hermit
Problems on top of problems for the small man
Giving up means giving up my dreams of standing tall, man
My all is damn near crushed by the stress
Enough of always saying yes, just to settle for less
So much of pressure's on my brain, demons stretching out my brain
Tossing it like boomerangs, what the hell do I do?, cause dang
If you zoom in my pain, you'll witness what I have to deal with
As hard as finding peace is, if I could, I would steal it
I can't seem to relax, as hard as I try
Man, fuck living in this life, life is hard, then you die
Chasing stars is a lie cause they don't never come true (Nah)
Look at me and look at close that I'm coming to lose
My crazy mind, I got the blues, but I found the reason
It's cause I'm hypnotized by my internal demons (Ah)
Internal demons
Internal demons
Internal demons, they're attacking me (Come on)
Internal demons (Come on)
Internal demons
Internal demons, they're attached to me
Internal (Ya)
Internal
Internal
Internal
Internal (Ya)
Internal
Internal demons (Ya)
Internal
Internal
Internal, uh

Internal demons, they're attacking me again
So I must fight even harder than I did before
Ah, here they come, about to attack my soul
That I worked so hard to repair
Internal demons
Internal demons (Ya)
Internal demons (Ya)
Internal demons, they're attacking me (They're attacking me)
Internal demons (Ya)
Internal demons (Ah)
Internal demons, they're attached to me (They're attached to me)
Internal
Internal
Internal
Internal
Internal
Internal
Internal demons (Ya)
Internal
Internal (Ya)
Internal, uh-uh-uh
Demons on attack, on alert with the bat in my hands
My manic state got my eyes turning black again
I wanna chat but I have no friends, as I talk to myself
Thinking that thinking positive would boost my thoughts, but they failed
To connect fully in my mind, properly
Behind my mind was a speech, for folks to read my mind of melancholy
Paranoia got me breaking mirrors when I see
Dark reflections of me bleeding profusely in my sleep (Woo)
Freaking out, disliking humans in this life, I
Feel more and more like a peasant that's unpleasant, I'm not a nice guy
My moods change like the weather, I spin
In an angry episode, and then I'd feel better, but when
I'm asked if I remember snapping from my mood swings
I smile and tell 'em to their face that I don't remember a thing
While in a trance, I would sing for no apparent reason
I'm hypnotized by my internal demons, uh
Internal demons
Internal demons (Ya)
Internal demons, they're attacking me (They're attacking me)
Internal demons
Internal demons
Internal demons, they're attached to me (Ah)
Internal
Internal
Internal
Internal
Internal
Internal
Internal demons (Ya)
Internal
Internal
Internal, uh (Ah)
La, la, la, la, as I sing some more
I threw a few raps in with a little decor
I'm bursting tears on the floor, hands over my head
The devil's cleaning his sins with head & shoulders in my head
If he was sober, I'd be dead, but he's drinking, so I'm nuts
Stupid me for thinking what he did was out of love
Living life, without feeling extra cold is rare
I'm still alive, seeing me and my life going nowhere
Building despair, showing it like show and tell
Happiness is a setup for me to know it's hell
I'm holding bells in my hands, ring a ding, ding-dong
I lost my fucking train of thought, let's ride the train and sing along
Walking miles super fast are my demons in my conscience (Conscience)
"Come along, J" is what they say, but I'm not convinced
Let's crazy dance for no sort of reason (Ah)
I'm hypnotized by my internal demons (Internal demons)
Internal demons
Internal demons
Internal demons, they're attacking me (They're attacking me)
Internal demons
Internal demons
Internal demons, they're attached to me (Ah)
Internal
Internal (Ah-ah)
Internal
Internal
Internal
Internal
Internal demons (Ya)
Internal
Internal
Internal, uh (Ah)
"Step away you bastards" was the title for my sermon
Everybody hates me, but that's okay cause I'm a hermit
Problems on top of problems for the small man
Giving up means giving up my dreams of standing tall, man
My all is damn near crushed by the stress
Enough of always saying yes, just to settle for less
So much of pressure's on my brain, demons stretching out my brain
Tossing it like boomerangs, what the hell do I do?, cause dang
If you zoom in my pain, you'll witness what I have to deal with
As hard as finding peace is, if I could, I would steal it
I can't seem to relax, as hard as I try
Man, fuck living in this life, life is hard, then you die
Chasing stars is a lie cause they don't never come true (Nah)
Look at me and look at close that I'm coming to lose
My crazy mind, I got the blues, but I found the reason
It's cause I'm hypnotized by my internal demons (Ah)
Internal demons
Internal demons
Internal demons, they're attacking me (Come on)
Internal demons (Come on)
Internal demons
Internal demons, they're attached to me
Internal (Ya)
Internal
Internal
Internal
Internal (Ya)
Internal
Internal demons (Ya)
Internal
Internal
Internal, uh