Lil JJ Reynolds - Hard Living Lyrics

Lately (It's been hard for me to love myself)
Fighting a battle that I just can't seem to escape from
Lately (My mind has been stressing) with a plan to pick up a weapon
To blow depression out my brain til I feel no pain or aggression from lessons
That I had to learn from my mistakes in this hard life
My sadness kept me up thru the day and I never could call it a night
My feelings are boiling up (Tight) to snap on some humans on sight
My bills are quadrupling the price
My lights are shutting off tonight
More lost than a sign when it doesn't know when to point to left or right
I'm paranoid from the meds to stare at death inside my eyes
No one to trust except my feelings (You feel me?)
I put my clone to sleep so what you hear is the (Real me)
I'm dirty from the agony in this world that's so filthy
So filthy
I'm fighting demons while pushing myself to hold on
My pride is telling me to stay but I'm feeling so gone
Feeling the peace in the moment of life is my only wish (Wish)
As God is my witness to see me shine bright in this
Hard living
Hard living
My life has been hard (But)
I will stay strong (Ya)
Til I'm a star (In this)
Hard living
Lately (It's been hard for me to love myself)
Fighting a battle that I just can't seem to escape from
It's been a struggle to function throughout this life that's affecting me
By building aggression in my brain to point me towards the wrong directions
Then I felt the feeling of the lightning that struck me
Was cursed with the bad luck (Lately I haven't been lucky)
My fears would make (Chucky) look like he's a soft doll
My personality is mixed with lyrics to drop jaws
And relax em with a dose of my stories like alcohol
Until they're crazy like JJ but it's been a buzz for me lately
With this life and these bills man
I'm broke from these bills man
I swallow more pills (When)
I get lost in my feelings
But I refuse to let the devil win (He won't kill me)
In this hard living
Hard living
Hard living
My life has been hard (But)
I will stay strong (Ya)
Til I'm a star (In this)
Hard living
Lately (It's been hard for me to love myself)
Fighting a battle that I just can't seem to escape from

Lately (It's been hard for me to love myself)
Fighting a battle that I just can't seem to escape from
Lately (My mind has been stressing) with a plan to pick up a weapon
To blow depression out my brain til I feel no pain or aggression from lessons
That I had to learn from my mistakes in this hard life
My sadness kept me up thru the day and I never could call it a night
My feelings are boiling up (Tight) to snap on some humans on sight
My bills are quadrupling the price
My lights are shutting off tonight
More lost than a sign when it doesn't know when to point to left or right
I'm paranoid from the meds to stare at death inside my eyes
No one to trust except my feelings (You feel me?)
I put my clone to sleep so what you hear is the (Real me)
I'm dirty from the agony in this world that's so filthy
So filthy
I'm fighting demons while pushing myself to hold on
My pride is telling me to stay but I'm feeling so gone
Feeling the peace in the moment of life is my only wish (Wish)
As God is my witness to see me shine bright in this
Hard living
Hard living
My life has been hard (But)
I will stay strong (Ya)
Til I'm a star (In this)
Hard living
Lately (It's been hard for me to love myself)
Fighting a battle that I just can't seem to escape from
It's been a struggle to function throughout this life that's affecting me
By building aggression in my brain to point me towards the wrong directions
Then I felt the feeling of the lightning that struck me
Was cursed with the bad luck (Lately I haven't been lucky)
My fears would make (Chucky) look like he's a soft doll
My personality is mixed with lyrics to drop jaws
And relax em with a dose of my stories like alcohol
Until they're crazy like JJ but it's been a buzz for me lately
With this life and these bills man
I'm broke from these bills man
I swallow more pills (When)
I get lost in my feelings
But I refuse to let the devil win (He won't kill me)
In this hard living
Hard living
Hard living
My life has been hard (But)
I will stay strong (Ya)
Til I'm a star (In this)
Hard living
Lately (It's been hard for me to love myself)
Fighting a battle that I just can't seem to escape from