Lil JJ Reynolds - Bipolar Disorder Lyrics

Ya (Ya)
Going through it man (Going through it man)
Going through depression (Depression), anxiety (Anxiety)
Bipolar disorder changing my moods (Changing my moods)
Destroying my sanity (Destroying my sanity)
Hiding from people and reality (Reality)
Mental illness is a battle that's hard to win man (It's hard to win man)
Ya, too broke- too broke for a top mechanic to fix my soul
After I panic from skipping through my manic episodes
Exposed to the whole world for the people to bring
The criticism to my unpredicted mood swings
To feel the pain that I never thought would even exist
The devil's working overtime to form unusual shifts
To my brain, I feel insane enough to cut myself
Until I bleed to extreme, it seems that my self esteem
Became an issue to solve, cause I was hopeless
Venting my problems to the world like I was fit to be an spokesman
But I was calling for some help on my emotions
When I was drowning in 'em, now I'm sitting here, hoping
That things will get better, but I see my life getting worse
Since my birth, I've been cursed with a disorder to burst
I went from happy to sad, as I grew more older
The real me is like an prisoner from bipolar
My brain is wounded
It's hard to save it
I'm feeling twisted
The world is on my shoulders (Bipolar)
No one to save me
They call me crazy
The pain has changed me
Bipolar disorder
My energy was on a balance to go high, then low
Until the time for me was set to start to lose control
I start to panic in the mirror, as I look at my fears
I ask you God, "will they ever disappear while I'm here?"
Cause my condition to be stronger than my pain is severe
It feels impossible to change cause my brain doesn't care to live
At times, I can't even control my own body
It's like another living creature is living inside of me
The vulnerability is what I can't seem
To escape from, and now it's turned me to an evil fiend
Why am I like this?, and why in the hell do I continue to fight me?
Who can I turn to if people act like they don't like me?
Face to face with my anxiety, with satan as the ref
Paranoid, while fighting to avoid an early death
The more I suffer, makes me grow even more colder
The real me is like an prisoner from bipolar (Bipolar)
My brain is wounded
It's hard to save it
I'm feeling twisted
The world is on my shoulders (Bipolar)
No one to save me
They call me crazy
The pain has changed me
Bipolar disorder
My broken brain put my feelings in some deep danger
Satan pouring sensation inside my boiled anger
I feel insane with pain to send an evil message
To the world that cursed my happiness, to channel aggression
Into my cells, I cringe from the side effects of bipolar
All alone, without a seatbelt on satan's roller coaster (Coaster)
I look fine to the people who don't understand
I'm blind to find some peace, before I take my last stand
In my mind, I feel the rain building like an hurricane
About to drown in the midst of my own shame
No one to blame except the man that I became, with this
Mental illness, I'm tired and it's making me sick
These thoughts of suicide are fatal, is it worth to exist?
Cause my condition is eternal, I can never be fixed
The end of me in this life is getting closer (Closer)
No longer will I be a prisoner to bipolar (Bipolar)
My brain is wounded
It's hard to save it
I'm feeling twisted
The world is on my shoulders
No one to save me
They call me crazy
The pain has changed me
Bipolar disorder

Ya (Ya)
Going through it man (Going through it man)
Going through depression (Depression), anxiety (Anxiety)
Bipolar disorder changing my moods (Changing my moods)
Destroying my sanity (Destroying my sanity)
Hiding from people and reality (Reality)
Mental illness is a battle that's hard to win man (It's hard to win man)
Ya, too broke- too broke for a top mechanic to fix my soul
After I panic from skipping through my manic episodes
Exposed to the whole world for the people to bring
The criticism to my unpredicted mood swings
To feel the pain that I never thought would even exist
The devil's working overtime to form unusual shifts
To my brain, I feel insane enough to cut myself
Until I bleed to extreme, it seems that my self esteem
Became an issue to solve, cause I was hopeless
Venting my problems to the world like I was fit to be an spokesman
But I was calling for some help on my emotions
When I was drowning in 'em, now I'm sitting here, hoping
That things will get better, but I see my life getting worse
Since my birth, I've been cursed with a disorder to burst
I went from happy to sad, as I grew more older
The real me is like an prisoner from bipolar
My brain is wounded
It's hard to save it
I'm feeling twisted
The world is on my shoulders (Bipolar)
No one to save me
They call me crazy
The pain has changed me
Bipolar disorder
My energy was on a balance to go high, then low
Until the time for me was set to start to lose control
I start to panic in the mirror, as I look at my fears
I ask you God, "will they ever disappear while I'm here?"
Cause my condition to be stronger than my pain is severe
It feels impossible to change cause my brain doesn't care to live
At times, I can't even control my own body
It's like another living creature is living inside of me
The vulnerability is what I can't seem
To escape from, and now it's turned me to an evil fiend
Why am I like this?, and why in the hell do I continue to fight me?
Who can I turn to if people act like they don't like me?
Face to face with my anxiety, with satan as the ref
Paranoid, while fighting to avoid an early death
The more I suffer, makes me grow even more colder
The real me is like an prisoner from bipolar (Bipolar)
My brain is wounded
It's hard to save it
I'm feeling twisted
The world is on my shoulders (Bipolar)
No one to save me
They call me crazy
The pain has changed me
Bipolar disorder
My broken brain put my feelings in some deep danger
Satan pouring sensation inside my boiled anger
I feel insane with pain to send an evil message
To the world that cursed my happiness, to channel aggression
Into my cells, I cringe from the side effects of bipolar
All alone, without a seatbelt on satan's roller coaster (Coaster)
I look fine to the people who don't understand
I'm blind to find some peace, before I take my last stand
In my mind, I feel the rain building like an hurricane
About to drown in the midst of my own shame
No one to blame except the man that I became, with this
Mental illness, I'm tired and it's making me sick
These thoughts of suicide are fatal, is it worth to exist?
Cause my condition is eternal, I can never be fixed
The end of me in this life is getting closer (Closer)
No longer will I be a prisoner to bipolar (Bipolar)
My brain is wounded
It's hard to save it
I'm feeling twisted
The world is on my shoulders
No one to save me
They call me crazy
The pain has changed me
Bipolar disorder