Light Saran - Vision Lyrics

Back in the motion
I'm feeling the vibe but I don't feel emotion
They said I've been lying, it couldn't be me
You're seeing me wilding, I've been on the scene
Chill with the bros and the pain goes away
Wish I knew about what I know now
Trying to give pills to me, lock my soul down
Everyone has pain that they're trying to hide
Why would I lie and say I'm good if I'm not fine
Why would I, why
Why would I cry if I didn't care about my life
Its gets so dark when you're working hard, its tough to get up out your mind
Gotta find light in the shadows, go deeper in the madhouse of your mind
How'd I almost forget I was moving for passion and thrill
How'd I almost
How'd I almost forget I was stuck and still keeping it real
How'd I almost forget I was changing some parts of the deal
How'd I almost forget I got bros that will keep this shit sealed
How'd I almost forget what I wanted
Vision been floating away
The mission was fresh but it starts to decay
Mentally pushed the good in me away
I've entered a bit of cycle
My mind has been spinning before I dropped Spin
And I was hidden before I dropped Hidden
Stuck with the mission I missed out on dinners
Stayed here my whole life, witnessed two homes
My sister was down bad, she started a business and now she got two phones
It wasn't the first time she seen it
It wasn't the first time that I seen it
PTSD gotta close the blinds before the evening

Back in the motion
I'm feeling the vibe but I don't feel emotion
They said I've been lying, it couldn't be me
You're seeing me wilding, I've been on the scene
Chill with the bros and the pain goes away
Wish I knew about what I know now
Trying to give pills to me, lock my soul down
Everyone has pain that they're trying to hide
Why would I lie and say I'm good if I'm not fine
Why would I, why
Why would I cry if I didn't care about my life
Its gets so dark when you're working hard, its tough to get up out your mind
Gotta find light in the shadows, go deeper in the madhouse of your mind
How'd I almost forget I was moving for passion and thrill
How'd I almost
How'd I almost forget I was stuck and still keeping it real
How'd I almost forget I was changing some parts of the deal
How'd I almost forget I got bros that will keep this shit sealed
How'd I almost forget what I wanted
Vision been floating away
The mission was fresh but it starts to decay
Mentally pushed the good in me away
I've entered a bit of cycle
My mind has been spinning before I dropped Spin
And I was hidden before I dropped Hidden
Stuck with the mission I missed out on dinners
Stayed here my whole life, witnessed two homes
My sister was down bad, she started a business and now she got two phones
It wasn't the first time she seen it
It wasn't the first time that I seen it
PTSD gotta close the blinds before the evening