Light - Running Out of Time Lyrics

I told my father I’d be the one to make it out
Say he support but why I feel he fake it now
I left home cause I feared the complacent route
Now alone I’m in tears demons chase him now
And my little sister
How much that I miss ya
Can’t explain through words but I thought I’d let ya
Know I’m bleeding hope you never see that
Cause I don’t wanna teach that to you
So believe that I’m strong
Even when I’m gone if you feelin alone
I’ll be there when you need we can speak on the phone
I know it ain’t much so just please always know that
Once I make it big I’ll be there when I should
One ticket
It’s for my little sister
Tell me when your plane lands
Be right there to get ya
Mama and my papa
You can quit your jobs cause
I got a better offer
Got enough dollars you two can prosper
Uh
That’s what I’m thinking at least
Feel like I’m running out of time and it’s getting to me
Every second that I spend from the pencil and sheet
Feel like I’m wasting all my time and it’s deadening me
Mentally weak
Lately I’ve been getting no sleep
How the fuck could I when I gotta wrestle my dreams
This shit and cheap
But I gotta pay the price
The clock ticking on my shoulders
Cannot stay behind cause I’m
Running Out of time
Always Feel like I’m
Running out of time
It’s always on my mind ya
Running out of time
(Running out of time)
Always feel like I’m
(Always feel like I’m)
Running out of time how much more can I
Force myself to rise
Need it now cause I’m
Running out of time
Running out of time
Losing myself and I’m losing my mind
Feelin like I’m trapped and I’ll never get outside
Need it right now gotta get it know that I’m
Running out of time
Running out of time
Pressure on my back but I gotta make the climb
Even if I fall then I’ll find a way to rise
Need it right now Imma get it this time like uh
I’ve felt alone for a long time
Underconfidence has been plaguing me
It play with don’t play with me
It’s making me
Feeling like I’m lost
Feeling like I’ll never find a girl who love me like she wanna stay for good
This doubt it trickle down my spine
Slipping out my mind
Complimented by the fact I’m running out of time
Tick Tick Tick
I’ll tell you I’m doing well
But I’m really not doing that fine
I act like a good boy
And I really should boy
Been flirting with a married girl
What the fuck you doing boy
I’m sick of playing games
Why has nothing changed
Why am I doing all this work and my life stay the same
I’m telling my family I’m making some progress
But if I’ll be honest
Did shows where there’s no one but sister
Thank goodness she bringing her crew
If it wasn’t for you don’t know what I would do
Fake friends telling me that Imma blow up
Even when I buy their tickets they ain’t never show up
But It’s so what
Gotta make it even if the people who are closest never even show love
It hurts but
It’s now or never
Feel the pressure really tryna break me
Everybody doubting now so I ain’t got no patience
I want the money just so I could wave it in they faces
Tell em all I did it and now I ain’t gotta chase shit
Bitch
Running Out of time
Always Feel like I’m
Running out of time
It’s always on my mind ya
Running out of time
(Running out of time)
Always feel like I’m
(Always feel like I’m)
Running out of time how much more can I
Force myself to rise
Need it now cause I’m
Running out of time
Running out of time
Losing myself and I’m losing my mind
Feelin like I’m trapped and I’ll never get outside
Need it right now gotta get it know that I’m
Running out of time
Running out of time
Pressure on my back but I gotta make the climb
Even if I fall then I’ll find a way to rise
Need it right now Imma get it this time like uh
Mom I know you see this
And you think I’m selfish
That I left you guys for no reason I’ve felt this
Guilt in my heart since the time that I left there
These calls on the phone don’t do nothing to help it
All my intentions for you and my sisters
My papa my family our future no question
I do this for yall cause your all that I’m left with
If it’s for you give my life in a second
Can’t even contest it
Do I need to mention
The reaper creeping in my mind
Telling me to check in
Not tryna befriend him
But we growing closer
Even if I try can’t ignore our connection
The past was rejection
That’s really the reason I started to rap
Just to feel I’m accepted at last
Breathe in
Breathe out
Everything so blurry as I’m moving down this never-ending path
I’m so scared of the failure
Scared I’ll never make it
To the left to the right
Watch the walls all cave in
And I’m breaking under pressure
But I’ll take it to no end
Cause I ain’t coming home
Until my fucking name is something treasured
My fam my life my name
The ones who are rooting for me
Believe I’ll succeed
I’m pouring my heart out to you
I am not gonna lose
I won’t let myself breathe till I fuckin’ pull through
Cause I’m
Running Out of time
Always Feel like I’m
Running out of time
It’s always on my mind ya
Running out of time
(Running out of time)
Always feel like I’m
(Always feel like I’m)
Running out of time how much more can I
Force myself to rise
Need it now cause I’m
Running out of time
Running out of time
Losing myself and I’m losing my mind
Feelin like I’m trapped and I’ll never get outside
Need it right now gotta get it know that I’m
Running out of time
Running out of time
Pressure on my back but I gotta make the climb
Even if I fall then I’ll find a way to rise
Need it right now Imma get it this time like
I’m Running out of time
Running out of time
Losing myself and I’m losing my mind
Feelin like I’m trapped and I’ll never get outside
Need it right now gotta get it know that I’m
Running out of time
Running out of time
Pressure on my back but I gotta make the climb
Even if I fall then I’ll find a way to rise
Need it right now Imma get it this time like

I told my father I’d be the one to make it out
Say he support but why I feel he fake it now
I left home cause I feared the complacent route
Now alone I’m in tears demons chase him now
And my little sister
How much that I miss ya
Can’t explain through words but I thought I’d let ya
Know I’m bleeding hope you never see that
Cause I don’t wanna teach that to you
So believe that I’m strong
Even when I’m gone if you feelin alone
I’ll be there when you need we can speak on the phone
I know it ain’t much so just please always know that
Once I make it big I’ll be there when I should
One ticket
It’s for my little sister
Tell me when your plane lands
Be right there to get ya
Mama and my papa
You can quit your jobs cause
I got a better offer
Got enough dollars you two can prosper
Uh
That’s what I’m thinking at least
Feel like I’m running out of time and it’s getting to me
Every second that I spend from the pencil and sheet
Feel like I’m wasting all my time and it’s deadening me
Mentally weak
Lately I’ve been getting no sleep
How the fuck could I when I gotta wrestle my dreams
This shit and cheap
But I gotta pay the price
The clock ticking on my shoulders
Cannot stay behind cause I’m
Running Out of time
Always Feel like I’m
Running out of time
It’s always on my mind ya
Running out of time
(Running out of time)
Always feel like I’m
(Always feel like I’m)
Running out of time how much more can I
Force myself to rise
Need it now cause I’m
Running out of time
Running out of time
Losing myself and I’m losing my mind
Feelin like I’m trapped and I’ll never get outside
Need it right now gotta get it know that I’m
Running out of time
Running out of time
Pressure on my back but I gotta make the climb
Even if I fall then I’ll find a way to rise
Need it right now Imma get it this time like uh
I’ve felt alone for a long time
Underconfidence has been plaguing me
It play with don’t play with me
It’s making me
Feeling like I’m lost
Feeling like I’ll never find a girl who love me like she wanna stay for good
This doubt it trickle down my spine
Slipping out my mind
Complimented by the fact I’m running out of time
Tick Tick Tick
I’ll tell you I’m doing well
But I’m really not doing that fine
I act like a good boy
And I really should boy
Been flirting with a married girl
What the fuck you doing boy
I’m sick of playing games
Why has nothing changed
Why am I doing all this work and my life stay the same
I’m telling my family I’m making some progress
But if I’ll be honest
Did shows where there’s no one but sister
Thank goodness she bringing her crew
If it wasn’t for you don’t know what I would do
Fake friends telling me that Imma blow up
Even when I buy their tickets they ain’t never show up
But It’s so what
Gotta make it even if the people who are closest never even show love
It hurts but
It’s now or never
Feel the pressure really tryna break me
Everybody doubting now so I ain’t got no patience
I want the money just so I could wave it in they faces
Tell em all I did it and now I ain’t gotta chase shit
Bitch
Running Out of time
Always Feel like I’m
Running out of time
It’s always on my mind ya
Running out of time
(Running out of time)
Always feel like I’m
(Always feel like I’m)
Running out of time how much more can I
Force myself to rise
Need it now cause I’m
Running out of time
Running out of time
Losing myself and I’m losing my mind
Feelin like I’m trapped and I’ll never get outside
Need it right now gotta get it know that I’m
Running out of time
Running out of time
Pressure on my back but I gotta make the climb
Even if I fall then I’ll find a way to rise
Need it right now Imma get it this time like uh
Mom I know you see this
And you think I’m selfish
That I left you guys for no reason I’ve felt this
Guilt in my heart since the time that I left there
These calls on the phone don’t do nothing to help it
All my intentions for you and my sisters
My papa my family our future no question
I do this for yall cause your all that I’m left with
If it’s for you give my life in a second
Can’t even contest it
Do I need to mention
The reaper creeping in my mind
Telling me to check in
Not tryna befriend him
But we growing closer
Even if I try can’t ignore our connection
The past was rejection
That’s really the reason I started to rap
Just to feel I’m accepted at last
Breathe in
Breathe out
Everything so blurry as I’m moving down this never-ending path
I’m so scared of the failure
Scared I’ll never make it
To the left to the right
Watch the walls all cave in
And I’m breaking under pressure
But I’ll take it to no end
Cause I ain’t coming home
Until my fucking name is something treasured
My fam my life my name
The ones who are rooting for me
Believe I’ll succeed
I’m pouring my heart out to you
I am not gonna lose
I won’t let myself breathe till I fuckin’ pull through
Cause I’m
Running Out of time
Always Feel like I’m
Running out of time
It’s always on my mind ya
Running out of time
(Running out of time)
Always feel like I’m
(Always feel like I’m)
Running out of time how much more can I
Force myself to rise
Need it now cause I’m
Running out of time
Running out of time
Losing myself and I’m losing my mind
Feelin like I’m trapped and I’ll never get outside
Need it right now gotta get it know that I’m
Running out of time
Running out of time
Pressure on my back but I gotta make the climb
Even if I fall then I’ll find a way to rise
Need it right now Imma get it this time like
I’m Running out of time
Running out of time
Losing myself and I’m losing my mind
Feelin like I’m trapped and I’ll never get outside
Need it right now gotta get it know that I’m
Running out of time
Running out of time
Pressure on my back but I gotta make the climb
Even if I fall then I’ll find a way to rise
Need it right now Imma get it this time like