Light - Outro (Light) Lyrics

It's not about control
It's not like he wants to kill
He just doesn't want to die
Ya know what I'm saying
It's that situation where you got-
We're all living in a warzone
I feel like I could represent my generation so much cause I honestly
Do not care whether I live or die
But now
I cannot die
I can't leave until this shit straight
Ya know I'm not suicidal
I'm not
I can't go
Until you already know what time it is
And then after that
Boom it's all over
And we can see
Ya know how this shit'll fall
But that's how it is
And the reason being is because
If I can't live free
If I can't live with the same mistake as the next man
I don't wanna be here
Because God has cursed me to see
What life should be like

If this the last verse I ever spit than let it be great
I hope my family lives a life where they can happily pray
I hope my team gets they dreams no they ain't far away
Though they seem out of reach they're more close than you think
If I could take your problems
And make em mine than I would offer
But life is never easy
Darker times'll make you prosper
I wrote this shit while going through changes
But that's how progress
Begins to finally show in itself and that's the process
Remember the days when this was nothing
The days where life was suckin
The days I felt alone
To feel acceptance all I wanted
A cage that I was stuck in
They told him what he wasn't
And now he bout to show em that he really was worth something
I've been through a lot in these past years
But ain't never let em know when your boy had to shed tears
To get to where he was had to shift in that last gear
As he findin who he is using music as glass mirrors

If I
Should ever fall
If I should ever fly
Tell me would you ride
Tell me would you ride
If I should ever fall
If I should ever fly
Tell me would you ride
Tell me would you ride

When my mind lost in fear
No I won't fall down in tears
I'll give it all till I tear
Keep on going and I'll stand up and fight
So I'll fight
And I'll fight till I die till I find what is right
When my mind lost in fear
No I won't fall down in tears
I'll give it all till I tear
Keep on going and I'll stand up and fight
So I'll fight
And I'll fight till I die till I find who is Light

If I don't leave this world a better place than let me keep going
I've been to hell and back just fighting this battle that I've been thrown in
For three years these suicidal thoughts they keep on voicing
But that's some shit I struggled myself
Couldn't tell no one
If I left this Earth
Tell me would you care
Would you keep me in your hearts
Feel the music there
Will I stand the test of time
The sand that stress the mind
It vanish so much faster than ya plan
But that's alright
On this journey
I question if I'm worth it
I know I'm far from perfect
I'm driving down this highway as I'm searching for my purpose
Beautiful stars in the night sky
Leave me thinking that this effort gone bless me a lifetime
Could I?
Paint a picture that people put some respect on it
A portrait of the fortune that I'm forging through this recording
If I want it than it's something all my effort in
I wrote this record in blood
These songs is all my evidence

If I
Should ever fall
If I should ever fly
Tell me would you ride
Tell me would you ride
If I should ever fall
If I should ever fly
Tell me would you ride
Tell me would you ride

When my mind lost in fear
No I won't fall down in tears
I'll give it all till I tear
Keep on going and I'll stand up and fight
So I'll fight
And I'll fight till I die till I find what is right
When my mind lost in fear
No I won't fall down in tears
I'll give it all till I tear
Keep on going and I'll stand up and fight
So I'll fight
And I'll fight till I die till I find who is Light

Sometimes I feel like I'm so focused on the future
That I forget to really live in the present today
I have all these goals and
In my mind I say
I'm gonna do this when I'm older
I'm gonna do that
Why not now?
Why can't I be happy now?
Oftentimes I think I'll get complacent if I'm happy
It's all about the balance man
Everything is about the balance

It's the same shit again
If it's the same shit again
I don't want it no more
Heart been so sore
Life is too short
When nothing's for sure uh
Foot on the gas
Give me a chance
To make up for past
Mistakes that I've made
Thought that I've changed
But really too much of me know that I stay the same
Wasn't focused on outcome with this whole album
I tried so hard to find my peace by writing out the how comes
No amount of love that they give can make all the doubt go
Until you find that love for yourself
Tryna find how to
Let me live out a life
Where I can get by
Never go worry about things I don't
I just hope that one day this
Dream that I'm wishing its coming to life
This story that I'm carving
Got dreams like the name is Martin
To go farther than what's charted
Been a goal I've gotta conquer and from
Dawn to Light
So much pain so much progress
So much growth so much hardship
So much strain had to harness
But the smiles through it all was how we got through it
Finding joy within the struggle
Though it's hard to
So for my city I grew up in
For my homies that are bumping
For the girls who went and dumped him
For my family know they trust him
For the fans that say they love him
For the haters that say fuck him
If I want it no discussion
Then it's mine and I ain't fronting
It's been
A fucking long time coming
Made sure that this tape was everything I had wanted
What was lost is now what's found
To express myself through sound
L I G H T
It's been real
I'm out

When my mind lost in fear
No I won't fall down in tears
I'll give it all till I tear
Keep on going and I'll stand up and fight
So I'll fight
And I'll fight till I die till I find what is right
When my mind lost in fear
No I won't fall down in tears
I'll give it all till I tear
Keep on going and I'll stand up and fight
So I'll fight
And I'll fight till I die till I find who is Light

One time before I head out
I just wanna say thank you
Thank you so much to anybody who took the time to listen through these tracks
I took my time with em
Not because the material wasn't there
But just because I was taking time to look inward
And absorb what was happening in life around me
I don't really know which way life will go from here
But no matter what
I'll just keep working hard
Cause what else can you do?
This one was for the dreamers
Keep going and don't listen to those who say you can't
You're only guaranteed one life so make the most of it
But yeah
I'm out
Once again
Thank you
This has been Light