Lenell Louis, M. J. Withers - fallinlandover. Lyrics

Look
Beautiful lies and ugly truths to my surprise
My oh my, a beautiful life, I'm on the rise
To my surprise you didn't ride, you chose the side
Of opposition; I proposition we sever ties
Yeah
Sometimes a hard decision's needed
I pen & bleed it, never mislead it nor mistreat it
I move in secret, cause niggas sneakin', know what I'm speakin'?
Far from conceited, I'm just that nigga and you believe it
Yeah you see it, was born into gold
24 karats, you're embarrassed, you niggas'll fold
Embrace the glory and my story my rhythms have told
Look at my scars and all my flaws I willingly hold
But y'all don't hear me
Deafly ears and invisible presence
Been second guessin' all blessings cause life is a message
Among my essence there's a wreckage; no need to address it
If I address it, I expect some answers to questions
Y'all don't feel me
Dominicanas, Puerto Ricans, and Black beauties
They talkin' to me, they tryna woo me, ideas are loosey
I entertain and fade away like Lil' Boosie
Got shit to do, and so much to lose, so never use me
Sometimes I sit and think about you
Sometimes I sit and think is this true?
I wonder if I'm living right
Wonder on my will to fight
Wonder if I'm meant to pull through
Sometimes I sit and think about you
Sometimes I sit and think is this true?
I wonder if I'm living right
Wonder on my will to fight
Wonder if I'm meant to pull through
Uhn
Written mentions of my deepest thoughts
Illustrate my living and interventions, the bleakest art
Black threads I'm wearin', gold chains and rings
Seem to show my whole aesthetic's a cold range of pain
Even though the money's comin', my happiness seems to test me
It plays on my emotions and cardiac to arrest me
Yeah
Still I ball so I go through
'Cause I gotta keep that spirit bomb like I'm Goku
Listen to me
Stoic my expression, ready for any weapon
Yet it overshadows all of my empathy and protection
I'm trying my best, lately I'm trying to rest
Prayin' that I keep myself together from dyin' from stress
I don't even know why, feelin' like I won't fly
Paranoia living in me, hopin' that I won't die
But when I do
I know my legacy is full and true
I know my voice and intellect is always pulling you
I tell my baby every single night I love her
Just in case this is my last day on this Earth-uh
No matter what it is, no matter what the time
Just know I'm always here for you, you'll never wonder why
Baby now we fly
Sometimes I sit and think about you
Sometimes I sit and think is this true
I wonder if I'm living right
Wonder on my will to fight
Wonder if I'm meant to pull through
Sometimes I sit and think about you
Sometimes I sit and think is this true
I wonder if I'm living right
Wonder on my will to fight
Wonder if I'm meant to pull through

Look
Beautiful lies and ugly truths to my surprise
My oh my, a beautiful life, I'm on the rise
To my surprise you didn't ride, you chose the side
Of opposition; I proposition we sever ties
Yeah
Sometimes a hard decision's needed
I pen & bleed it, never mislead it nor mistreat it
I move in secret, cause niggas sneakin', know what I'm speakin'?
Far from conceited, I'm just that nigga and you believe it
Yeah you see it, was born into gold
24 karats, you're embarrassed, you niggas'll fold
Embrace the glory and my story my rhythms have told
Look at my scars and all my flaws I willingly hold
But y'all don't hear me
Deafly ears and invisible presence
Been second guessin' all blessings cause life is a message
Among my essence there's a wreckage; no need to address it
If I address it, I expect some answers to questions
Y'all don't feel me
Dominicanas, Puerto Ricans, and Black beauties
They talkin' to me, they tryna woo me, ideas are loosey
I entertain and fade away like Lil' Boosie
Got shit to do, and so much to lose, so never use me
Sometimes I sit and think about you
Sometimes I sit and think is this true?
I wonder if I'm living right
Wonder on my will to fight
Wonder if I'm meant to pull through
Sometimes I sit and think about you
Sometimes I sit and think is this true?
I wonder if I'm living right
Wonder on my will to fight
Wonder if I'm meant to pull through
Uhn
Written mentions of my deepest thoughts
Illustrate my living and interventions, the bleakest art
Black threads I'm wearin', gold chains and rings
Seem to show my whole aesthetic's a cold range of pain
Even though the money's comin', my happiness seems to test me
It plays on my emotions and cardiac to arrest me
Yeah
Still I ball so I go through
'Cause I gotta keep that spirit bomb like I'm Goku
Listen to me
Stoic my expression, ready for any weapon
Yet it overshadows all of my empathy and protection
I'm trying my best, lately I'm trying to rest
Prayin' that I keep myself together from dyin' from stress
I don't even know why, feelin' like I won't fly
Paranoia living in me, hopin' that I won't die
But when I do
I know my legacy is full and true
I know my voice and intellect is always pulling you
I tell my baby every single night I love her
Just in case this is my last day on this Earth-uh
No matter what it is, no matter what the time
Just know I'm always here for you, you'll never wonder why
Baby now we fly
Sometimes I sit and think about you
Sometimes I sit and think is this true
I wonder if I'm living right
Wonder on my will to fight
Wonder if I'm meant to pull through
Sometimes I sit and think about you
Sometimes I sit and think is this true
I wonder if I'm living right
Wonder on my will to fight
Wonder if I'm meant to pull through