Kw1ll1s - Monster Lyrics

My demons, keep moving
All around my head I keep losing
This fight with every thought in my mind
It's Killing me inside and this Monster is breaking out
I didn't plan to live life this way
But I got a away
I'm calling it a fire escape I'm spitting flames
A dragon that can't be burned
This is just part of the book of pages I never turn Cause I'm a monster

Why do I always gotta be the person you hate
Do I Just attract energy of a potent rain
Never slain as a powerful creature
Cosplaying
Because I'm so afraid of my features
I'm saying that I
Know how to hide
If I were to die today I won't be found in the sky
Cause I'm alive
Through music
My soul is shared
I'm trying so freaking hard not to burst into tears
I'm so torn apart my heart beats in my ears
Everything that went wrong was apart of my fears
The worse possible out come, and how come that
Is the only thing I think about when I'm in my head

The only time that I'm out is when I'm vibing away
Sometimes when I'm with friends I guess my mind gets away
But what do I do, when there is no one left to be friend
They say it's lonely at the top, I guess it never will end

My demons, keep moving
All around my head I keep losing
This fight with every thought in my mind
It's Killing me inside and this Monster is breaking out
I didn't plan to live life this way
But I got a away
I'm calling it a fire escape I'm spitting flames
A dragon that can't be burned
This is just part of the book of pages I never turn Cause I'm a monster

Every single day I see your face and wanna punch it
I hope don't feel special, you're not the only one I wanna punish
I wanna go to Call of Duty Summit and summon a lot of you people for napalm
You always enter my brain when I think of how bad my days gone
People think I'm crazy, but I'm really just upset
You make my brain a Claymore and you place it like a bet
You're not an extra
Terrestrial
Celestial Star
If we got into a fight your Eyed be black as some tar
But I'd be
Playing the guitar and tune it with your face
You make me feel like I walk the earth as such a disgrace
You got me pacing, impatient, and tryna make a patient
But I just really wanna live life and find my placement
Writing rhymes in the basement
Trying to chase rent
But you always get in my way
Like the pavement when I'm tryna skateboard
You pray for my fall
Like gravity
Snaggity tooth personality person
Perfect place for you to learn yours is on my fist
Like I'm shopping at the darn store
You're on my list
I hate you
The cousin of sleep
But in the back of my head I know that one day we will meet

My demons, keep moving
All around my head I keep losing
This fight with every thought in my mind
It's Killing me inside and this Monster is breaking out
I didn't plan to live life this way
But I got a away
I'm calling it a fire escape I'm spitting flames
A dragon that can't be burned
This is just part of the book of pages I never turn Cause I'm a monster