kutsu - ponds II Lyrics

Lada, lada, la da da da
Lada, lada, la da da da
Lada, lada, la da da da
Flashbacks of december
Knowing that my actions and my words, yeah they hurt you
We were different, and I just can't forget yeah
Let me die now, so this present is never, I
Wish I could change, yeah, tying loose ends
Looking at me now, I can't make amends
I'm stuck loving you, my mind's dictated
Memories die, and now we're faded
Worlds apart, oh, singin' different songs
Swimming in circles, in different ponds
Wish we could stay friends, but I had to cut through
I wish you never knew I loved you
'member back in '17
Was kinda feelin' over keen
Stood all on your hopes and dreams
Thinkin' bout what could've been
Manifest a fantasy
Dreamin' we were meant to be
Showed your back, I'd fuckin' plea
Saying what does that make me
And I'd do it again, same consequence
But you want me to stay, hangin' on the fence
Yeah this world is on fire
You can call me a liar
But I ain't afraid to die
'less you say goodbye, oh
Missing those times, now it hurts
Your laugh, late rides, cold nights, my comfort
The sun went down, for granted, now I know
That things will never be the same, I just, I just
Wish I could change, yeah, tying loose ends
Looking at me now, I can't make amends
I'm stuck loving you, my mind's dictated
Memories die, and now we're faded
Worlds apart, oh, singin' different songs
Swimming in circles, in different ponds
Wish we could stay friends, but I had to cut through
I wish you never knew I loved you
Lada, lada, la da da da
Lada, lada, la da da da
Lada, lada, la da da da
I wish I never even loved you
Lada, dada, da da da da
Lada, dada, da da da da
Lada, dada, da da da da

Lada, lada, la da da da
Lada, lada, la da da da
Lada, lada, la da da da
Flashbacks of december
Knowing that my actions and my words, yeah they hurt you
We were different, and I just can't forget yeah
Let me die now, so this present is never, I
Wish I could change, yeah, tying loose ends
Looking at me now, I can't make amends
I'm stuck loving you, my mind's dictated
Memories die, and now we're faded
Worlds apart, oh, singin' different songs
Swimming in circles, in different ponds
Wish we could stay friends, but I had to cut through
I wish you never knew I loved you
'member back in '17
Was kinda feelin' over keen
Stood all on your hopes and dreams
Thinkin' bout what could've been
Manifest a fantasy
Dreamin' we were meant to be
Showed your back, I'd fuckin' plea
Saying what does that make me
And I'd do it again, same consequence
But you want me to stay, hangin' on the fence
Yeah this world is on fire
You can call me a liar
But I ain't afraid to die
'less you say goodbye, oh
Missing those times, now it hurts
Your laugh, late rides, cold nights, my comfort
The sun went down, for granted, now I know
That things will never be the same, I just, I just
Wish I could change, yeah, tying loose ends
Looking at me now, I can't make amends
I'm stuck loving you, my mind's dictated
Memories die, and now we're faded
Worlds apart, oh, singin' different songs
Swimming in circles, in different ponds
Wish we could stay friends, but I had to cut through
I wish you never knew I loved you
Lada, lada, la da da da
Lada, lada, la da da da
Lada, lada, la da da da
I wish I never even loved you
Lada, dada, da da da da
Lada, dada, da da da da
Lada, dada, da da da da