King Pwee - Stay Down Lyrics

Lost my nigga I aint heal right
Just wanted him to live life run it up and see what that shit feel like

Ion drink but I just poured a whole 4 in this soda to help me feel right
I lost my nigga I ain heal right
It's bout that time I hit the booth and told them people bout my real life
Yeah I'm thuggin but I still cry
I came a long long way but I got demons that I'm still fighting
It's hard to beat 'em but I still try
Aint want lil bro to be a shooter I just wanted him to live life
Run it up and see what that shit feel like
Got lost in this world fo he realized that it was ours
Just counted 50 thousand I aint even crack a smile
Thinking bout lil dee hope he don't take his shit to trial
Free lil Larry can't imagine what been going through his mind
Pookie doing 20 years I wish my nigga never signed
Cus he wasn't even 20 when they gave him all that time
But aint no sense in crying bitch we got it out the ground
From the school of hard knocks got my degree in stayin down

I lost Lil rell that was the last time I dropped a tear
Heart went cold for real I took them Ls and aint know how to feel
$60 lick it hurt they gave my brother all them years
Free the gang shit won't be the same I wish they all was here
Now open up ya ears I'm tryna make ya feel something
We done took a lot of big losses to get a lil something
I was at the bottom shouting for help but they aint hear nothing
Talked to god he like I know it's hard just never give up
So I put my all into this shit like I got nothing to lose
Grinded my whole life but still I feel like I got something to prove
Gotta keep that 40 by my side it keep me comfortable
Fo I see a surgeon I'll rather go see them constables
Cus I refuse to let my mama lose me to a homicide
16 at court in them shackles watching my mama cry
8 years old my granny died shit left me traumatized
My pain in a wood and my feelings stuffed in this 45
So many nights I cried to sleep and dreamt of better days
Sleeping on the floor with my lil sister I was in 7th grade
Same year Avary got stabbed in his heart and moved to heaven gates
He was 2 years old it hurt my soul because I felt the blame
My papa died I still aint cry it made me question God
I aint made it yet but I'm alive I feel I beat the odds
Clapped for you when you was on yo shit but you want see me fall
And you pose to be my dawg
Find who really love you when yo back stuck against that wall
You go to jail who you think gone pick up all them calls
My nigga thought he beat the streets till he couldn't beat his trial
They gave him 50 shit so sickening couldn't even eat his chow
Feel me
In this hood of mine niggas dying bullets flying
All these homicides got everybody mama crying
They want it to stop but aint got no control over it
Niggas love they block and they'll take ya soul for it

I just poured a whole 4 in this soda to help me feel right
I lost my nigga I ain heal right
It's bout that time I hit the booth and told them people bout my real life
Yeah I'm thuggin but I still cry
I came a long long way but I got demons that I'm still fighting
It's hard to beat 'em but I still try
Aint want lil bro to be a shooter I just wanted him to live life
Run it up and see what that shit feel like
Got lost in this world fo he realized that it was ours
Just counted 50 thousand I aint even crack a smile
Thinking bout lil dee hope he don't take his shit to trial
Free lil Larry can't imagine what been going through his mind
Pookie doing 20 years I wish my nigga never signed
Cus he wasn't even 20 when they gave him all that time
But aint no sense in crying bitch we got it out the ground
From the school of hard knocks got my degree in stayin down