Kinabii ThePoet, Krizz Kaliko - Every Time I Come Through - Prod by Wyshmaster Lyrics

I know you heard of me
I don't give a fuck about anything but the truth

I see you in the nighttime
Straight running through my mind
Can't sleep it's too deep
The pain has become a part of me

I am ready to die in the game that I play
My heart is beating so loud
I've tried so hard to survive
Sometimes I just wanna say peace
Run my car off the tracks of life and fly

I know you heard about the trial and the tribulation
But you don't know the pain I felt when I approached you
Cause everytime I come through
I hate to see the truth in the way it seems

I know I have to move on from you
Have to go through what I already knew
But god forgive me I don't want to

I messed up and I can't change that shit
Now I'm looking for escape from this metaxis state
Tired of being straight frozen in place

Memories of us streamlined in my brain
All I'm left with is an empty space where your body used to grace

You still are here in my mind everywhere I look
Sometimes I get shook
But what if the rest of you live in a hell of a dream
I'm not the crazy one

Been diagnosed schizoaffective bipolar in the hospitals
I straight went to war
Mental institute trying to tell me I was crazy even suicidal
Til they realized I was never gonna believe their lies to me

I'm not that kind of guy that always screamed
Lived with a few people that oppressed for a couple weeks
Made me weep
Now I see the bigger picture

I was lost in a maze
Mind in a craze
Now outside I'm tired of playing all of life's games

I'm ready for the end of my road but know
I refuse to speed up the inevitable
Suicide you will never take my soul
I'm alive in this moment and refuse to let go