Kid Prexy - I Don't Care Lyrics

I been hurt so many times and now I'm always numb
And now I'm asking questions like can I trust or just what is love
And I been really hoping I can change just like the rest of 'em
I'm an ordinary kid with depression and just a sharp blade yeah
I don't know
And I don't care
Life is like a race
No it's not fair
Why should I be insecure about my looks or what I wear
Yeah you wasn't there when I needed you
So I don't care
I running for my life
Yeah you know I'm fighting these demons just every night
I been thinking bout the good times not the bad times
I'm just kidding
Been thinking about the bad times
Not the good times uh
I just see grey and black
Now you feel ya homies be talking behind your back
It doesn't feel good but I'm used to it
You never gave a shit
And I just wanna quit
Can I feel loved a bit
You know I really miss you
I just miss all of your love and miss the late nights on the phone
Now you talking to another guy
You send me straight tone
And now I got this sharpened blade and I just cut way past the bone
Ain't nobody helping me
Now I'm on my own
I don't know
And I don't care
Life is like a race
No, it's not fair
Why should I be insecure about my looks or what I wear
Yeah you wasn't there when I needed you
So I don't care

I been hurt so many times and now I'm always numb
And now I'm asking questions like can I trust or just what is love
And I been really hoping I can change just like the rest of 'em
I'm an ordinary kid with depression and just a sharp blade yeah
I don't know
And I don't care
Life is like a race
No it's not fair
Why should I be insecure about my looks or what I wear
Yeah you wasn't there when I needed you
So I don't care
I running for my life
Yeah you know I'm fighting these demons just every night
I been thinking bout the good times not the bad times
I'm just kidding
Been thinking about the bad times
Not the good times uh
I just see grey and black
Now you feel ya homies be talking behind your back
It doesn't feel good but I'm used to it
You never gave a shit
And I just wanna quit
Can I feel loved a bit
You know I really miss you
I just miss all of your love and miss the late nights on the phone
Now you talking to another guy
You send me straight tone
And now I got this sharpened blade and I just cut way past the bone
Ain't nobody helping me
Now I'm on my own
I don't know
And I don't care
Life is like a race
No, it's not fair
Why should I be insecure about my looks or what I wear
Yeah you wasn't there when I needed you
So I don't care