KevinKempt - surrendering Lyrics

I'm never easy
Your love could never bring me out
So I'll complete me
I'll seem real good to be around
Put on my first paint
And let my most sincere one drown
This is my worst play
I am the king but still a clown

I'm never easy
Your love could never bring me out
So I'll complete me
I'll seem real good to be around
Put on my first paint
And let my most sincere one drown
This is my worst play
I am the king but still a clown

I'm wishing myself goodnight again.
I have too much pride to admit
That everyone who feeds me rage
Just wants to wants to see me
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