Keshh - 2am Thoughts Lyrics

2am thoughts, right now I'm feeling lonely
Deleted social media so many times, man it haunts me
I'm giving yal my music, but yal don't want me
So that leads to insecurities, and a whole lotta anger
Who knew being in this game ,could be so dangerous
Hearing new sounds everyday, this rap shit is oversaturated
But I think since my cadence unique, maybe I will make it
So I keep going and hoping, I'm in the right direction
Lord bless me, cuz my demons gone test me
Don't neglect me, put me in the light and show me the way
Tired of waking up in the same place, with the same shit
I deserve better, I put in that work In cold weather
If I don't make it with this shit, I might just close the lever
But this shit is meant 2 be, come on nigga I know better
Nobody counting on me nigga but me
Only seventeen nigga but I feel 83
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Sometimes you gotta sit back, and let yo soul heal
All the hate will build up, now you gotta make it up the hill
I hope you never give up, I know how you feel
I been through hell and back, but I gotta make a mill
Sometimes you gotta sit back, and let yo soul heal
All the hate will build up, now you gotta make it up the hill
I hope you never give up, I know how you feel
I been through hell and back, but I gotta make a mill

I admit I admit, I be envious of my brothers
They doing better then me, but I still love em
I be so depressed, when I don't be getting no plays
I make that real shit, so I thought the real can relate
My ways and ego, the reason why some not here today
Nobody praises me, so I gotta uplift myself
I may come off cocky, but nigga this is how I feel
Imagine being a pawn, surround by some kings
That shit hurt my nigga, it feel like it's crushing my dream
Comparisons on comparisons, man you know what I mean
But I know I'm great in my own way, they just can't see it
But I know I'm gone blow dawg, they gone believe it
Getting rid of all this hate, and I'm going to evacuate
To a place much cleaner, with a better atmosphere
I said this plenty of times, but I feel like it's my year
I'm going all in dawg, I'm facing all my fears
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Sometimes you gotta sit back, and let yo soul heal
All the hate will build up, now you gotta make it up the hill
I hope you never give up, I know how you feel
I been through hell and back, but I gotta make a mill
Sometimes you gotta sit back, and let yo soul heal
All the hate will build up, now you gotta make it up the hill
I hope you never give up, I know how you feel
I been through hell and back, but I gotta make a mill

To my brothers I apologize, for showing fake love
To my brothers I apologize, for holding a grudge
I hope you get this message, and that you accept it
I done so much wrong, but I don't regret it
Cuz I get to share my truths, and use it as a message
I shed tears in this booth, my nigga this shit is epic
We gone blow dawg, and they gone respect it
Going all in my nigga, they gone feel our fuckin presence