Kayla Rose - Not Meant to Be Lyrics

Would you mind if I left all my baggage where you’re laying
Is it too hard to pick up, can we start from the ground up?

I said I’d try leave my issues here to die, yeah
But they just seem to linger and my thoughts start to wither away
Well is this what you want me so open and scarred yeah
Well now that you got it, am I all that you wanted?

Nobody to blame but me
Now look what you’ve made of me
The damage is killing me
Wish this was make believe

I tried so hard to be all you wanted
Despite my past I never left you haunted
Open chest I spilled my insides on you
But I’m not who you need and we’re not meant to be

Baby please try to have consideration for my past, yeah
My heart is so stranded on an island of nothing
Because you push me away with all the games you’re playing
And I can’t see clearly when you’re screaming over me

Nobody to blame but me
Now look what you’ve made of me
The damage is killing me
Wish this was make believe

I tried so hard to be all you wanted
Despite my past I never left you haunted
Open chest I spilled my insides on you
But I’m not who you need and we’re not meant to be

Pour my heart on this paper
All I am is a mess
I might sound ungrateful
But in me you’ll find your arrest
How much more can I take
Use and abuse me I’m just your mistake
Running from me because you need space
So polar opposite I’m unafraid

You know that I need you
You know that I bleed you
Tell me you need me too
Or we’re not meant to be and I’m just make believe

I tried so hard to be all you wanted
Despite my past I never left you haunted
Open chest I spilled my insides on you
But I’m not who you need and we’re not meant to be

Nobody to blame but me
Now look what you’ve made of me
The damage is killing me
Wish this was make believe