Kayla Rose - Narcissist Lyrics

I’m in love with a narcissist
Though I try to forget about it
It hurts when I cry but I fall back in line because I don’t know what I need

Times are changing it’s hard to find
Somebody to hold a little piece of my mind
And it hurts when you yell so you can’t even tell me that I’m the one who screams

And oh you’re leaving me another day
Slamming doors in my face
Nobody knows I’m a stray and that’s the sad part

Oh somebody come calm me down
You would rather bury me now
My breathing starts to plateau now

Want to run away but I can’t even walk
Draining all my blood yeah my body feels so numb
Do you recognise the way you play my heart
I gather all my thoughts but I’ve never felt so dumb
Lie to my face yeah you fucked me from the inside
Screaming in my head but no words fall out my mouth now
Turn it all around, play the victim I'll play puppet now

You mean way more to me than anything
But you make my soul feel so irrelevant
I didn’t want to do this but you leave me no choice
I disassociate because I want to be yours

Yeah we fight you tell me that I’m broken
Rip at my flaws till I’m something that you hoped for
My head and my heart yours blacker than ever
Baby only in the dark do you kiss me forever

Oh you’re leaving me another day
Slamming doors in my face
Nobody knows I’m a stray
And that’s the sad part

Oh somebody come calm me down
You would rather bury me now
My breathing starts to plateau now

There’s something wrong with this picture
But if I take you out you’ll take me with you
And I love you but you break me always saying that you hate me narcissistic behaviour

Want to run away but I can’t even walk
Draining all my blood yeah my body feels so numb
Do you recognise the way you play my heart
I gather all my thoughts but I’ve never felt so dumb
Lie to my face yeah you fucked me from the inside
Screaming in my head but no words fall out my mouth now
Turn it all around, play the victim I'll play puppet now