Kamil Henri, OGR-Scintilla - IV. RIP Lyrics

Attention
Deficit
Disorder

Take me
To the
Border

I'm a
Memory
Hoarder

So I turned
On the
Recorder

Can't concentrate
I should learn to meditate
Used to be medicated
Then I graduated
From a child loonatic
To a crazy young man
Still got my ticks
At least my tongues canned (Not really)
Nobody around see
It hit me so brutally
Making new friends was so new to me

We didn't need anyone else
This is R-I-P

Always pushin' me callin me a monkey
Just cause I'm hairy, it's just in my genes
Makin fun of my bones cause I'm so lanky
Mocking my clothes, making me wear jeans

My pills kept me focused and that was a perk
But I felt like a zombie outside of my work
Was always behind eating somebody's dirt
Just wanted to curl in a ball in shirt

I dropped them, focused on socializing
It wasn't so hard I was realizing
That meant I could stop my fantasizing
My brain took a few steps of resizing

Couldn't hide
Too tall for the PNE ride
Too small for my peers
That's quite alright
Ends a few years
Away, my futures oh so bright (R-I-P)

Fitting in was never my strength
Especially with my vertical length
For all your time I give you my thanks
You let me get patiently outranked

Yet I wasn't alone the whole time
Sometimes I was fine
I had a single friend on the line
During playtime

Recess was over
She left I got sober
Red rover red rover
RIP now you're a loner

Can't concentrate
I should learn to meditate
Used to be medicated
Then I graduated
From a child loonatic
To a crazy young man
Still got my ticks
At least my tongues canned (Not really)
Nobody around see
It hit me so brutally
Making new friends was so new to me

We didn't need anyone else
This is R-I-P

Always pushin' me callin me a monkey
Just cause I'm hairy, it's just in my genes
Makin fun of my bones cause I'm so lanky
Mocking my clothes, making me wear jeans

My pills kept me focused and that was a perk
But I felt like a zombie outside of my work
Was always behind eating somebody's dirt
Just wanted to curl in a ball in shirt

I dropped them, focused on socializing
It wasn't so hard I was realizing
That meant I could stop my fantasizing
My brain took a few steps of resizing

We did it to ourselves
We didn't need anyone else

This is R-I-P

This is big money coming up
This is big sippin' up the double cup
This is big

Livin' or imma kill it
This is R-I-P
It just won't allow it
Imma down the bottle in the fountain
Imma drown in my sorrows
After holdin'
You don't even let drop
The limit
Throw it off light

I got something
To lose
Cause I do
Who are you?
What it do
Got the crew
So I speak the truth
Only this is righteous

Light in' it up
Cause I really like the light
And the warmth of the flames
Keep me cold in the night
When it burns to the ground
Well, it isn't my problem (Isn't it?)

Show me better days
Show me better ways
Show me this
And we all know where you will stay
Show me all this
I don't give a hoot
If I'm pullin'
You know I'm comin' for the loot

Show me better ways
Show me better days
Show me this
And we all know where you will stay
Show me all this
I don't give a hoot
If I'm pullin'
You know I'm comin' for the loot

Hey R-I-P everyone I know
Young spark on a brand new kill streak
Like it's Halo

Young money-making moguls wanna hate me
Pretty women with questionable ethics wanna date me
I don't slide
Less you got
Ice on the skating

Hard on the down low
If the slight be
I'm the only sane one left
All of you are crazy

Let me at em
You should take them
But they tat em
You gon' wishin'
Like Aladin
I'm just mad (Huh)

You are madder than a bright with the flag
Floppin' colour of a light post
Where are you?
Like Michael
Baby I'm a psycho
Never made a typo
On the phone like Eiffel
You're just like a hype post
So you wanna fight?
Then I'll show you where the knife goes
Killin' everybody
Cause I'm scared where I might go

Show me better days
Show me better ways
Show me this
And we all know where you will stay
Show me all this
I don't give a hoot
If I'm pullin'
You know I'm comin' for the loot

Show me better days
Show me better ways
Show me this
And we all know where you will stay
Show me all this
I don't give a hoot
If I'm pullin'
You know I'm comin' for the loot