K1ng Underrated - The Lights Lyrics

I'm just trying to find the light
Every single day and night
Lookin up at God like
What is right
What is wrong
I'm just trying to get it
Even though they trying to take me down
Even though they wanna see fail
They don't wanna see me crowned up
Be bright, right next to God
They just wanna see me... fail

Ima keep my head up
Ima keep my head up
Every day
Ima smile smile everyday
I gotta get it right
Truly yours truly yours
This is my recovery
Cause I'm just recoverin
I just gotta get it
I just gotta get it
Every single day
Even though the negativity gets to me oh daily
In my mental but with God
I just gotta stay with him
Cause Jesus Christ
He done died here on earth
Just for us to Sin, oh ya what a father
Oh One thing i gotta do
Stay clear, stay true
Even though everyday
I wanted to kill myself
Couldn't even see the light
Got them stab wounds in my stomach
No one even knows
But ima keep it real, this is the light
This is The recovery

On God

Let's take it back
To when she passed away
Didn't even wanna move
Go away
Ima keep it real
I just wanted to take my life
I just wanna fly up there with her
To the Skies
Even though I know
Thats a selfish thing for me to do
I hope God forgives me
For the way I was thinking
But hey, thats a mistake I made
But im over here
All grown up
I just seen the light
See the light
Every single day
Cause that's I know
I cant live without God
No way
Ima tell a true story
Real true story
I just gotta keep it real
Never judge me
This is the light
Gotta see the light
This is the light
Gotta see the light
Stay true
Stay true
Stay real
The recovery

On God
Head up

Before I saw the light
I stabbed myself
In the stomach 2 times
Got a little dense in my soul
Now it look like I got 2 dimples
In the stomach
But im put it on my back
With no slack
Every time that I smile
I feel the hurt
Every time I see somebody
I just tell them
Keep ya head up, keep ya head up
Always fight, never let the devil get to you
Not today satan, not today
Yeen ever gunna take my soul
I found new ways, brighter days
Every single time I look up in the sky
I feel my tears slide
Down, down, down my face
Got my back against the wall
So emotional
Ima just keeping it real with y'all
I done seen the light
This is the recovery

On God
Thank you God
I see the light