K1ng Underrated - Mentally Lyrics

Mentally i was there for you

Mentally i was calling you

Mentally you was scheming

Mentally you left me with scars

Mentally i was there for you
You wasn't there for me
Mentally i was calling you
You was dodging me
Mentally you was scheming
I was cleaning out ya your demons
Mentally you left me with scars

Now loving someone is just way too hard
Every time that i try
I get hit in the heart
Crawling back into the dark
No i can't smoke and drink
I don't wanna be too numb
Call the pastor this is that funeral to my heart
I will never love another
I'll float away like a feather
Grind it out til my fingers break
Females love to say dudes run the game

Y'all the ones that run game
How you think we became so bad
Cause y'all broke us down into the ground
Saying that we doing too much
Saying it was just a lust
Now I'm here like cut it wipe the dust
Keep my heart caged in like a lion
Show no fear give no love
That includes the hugs cause those get you messed up
Make your mind think y'all was something special
When it wasn't nothing but a hustle

Ima talk my mess blow the mussel
Time to expose the truth
I'm just gettin tired of being called a dog
Ya y'all playin games like it's uno
Then you duck and bouncin out
Leave a us men clueless
Wondering like was it me
Was it my fault
How could you do this
I'm just over here trying to find a clue
Playing my blues in the back
Now I'm so confused
Call me lil tjay
Cause my heart is just way too ruthless

Mentally i was there for you
You wasn't there for me
Mentally i was calling you
You was dodging me
Mentally you was scheming
I was cleaning out ya your demons
Mentally you left me with scars

Hold up maybe I'm just going to hard
Speaking too deep
Feelings leakin like a water pipe
Everyone on the hype hype me up
But then go home and hate on the same person
Like swipe swipe it up
I remember i was 5 months short bills
Couldn't get a deal
Life was hittin real
You tested me mentally
Carried us like LeBron on the Cavs
I made ever pass just to get close to you
Friends becoming more like enemies rather than families
And I couldn't believe this could happen to me
I give the world all my good energy
Get shot down point blank by my the closest
Ya that sound like Nipsey
But ima always be on my hustle
Never gave a lick about your bubble
Ya I'm smooth like Russell
And you know I'm always down with the tussle
And they always want someone that's a good man
Move slow with the good hands
Speaking clearly
Love and care til the end
Not to mention makin love like no other
And you give them all of this
They don't know how to act so they split real quick
Now you left there thinkin like
Never mind get the brick time here that click click click click bang
That's the gun to the brains
Now everyone got pains mentally

Mentally i was there for you
You wasn't there for me
Mentally i was calling you
You was dodging me
Mentally you was scheming
I was cleaning out ya your demons
Mentally you left me with scars

Money change the people that you love
It's like a drug to them
Call em Dora got no time to explore them
Time to get the racks call it Venus
Typically people come into your life and leave
They just grab what they want then they gone
Like zoom hit you with that magic trick
Now you standing there like clown
Time to turn into John ya we carry no feeling
This ain't no Wikipedia i cannot define your name
Now it's time to change
I just wonder who's the blame
It's a big shame cause i was just a great man
Now i turnt into a savage cause i be on my fitness
Na i never need a witness
I became too fearless cause now I'm about my business
When she ask for forgiveness
Oh yes ima give it cause I'm that religious
It sucks cause my heart gone
Tired of giving out the loans
Cause mentally i was there but you was gone
Nowhere to be found
Now i gotta turn around find myself
I got my crown
Grind so hard even when I'm blind
But when you come to me just know
Mentally you can never break me down

Mentally i was there for you
You wasn't there for me
Mentally i was calling you
You was dodging me
Mentally you was scheming
I was cleaning out ya your demons
Mentally you left me with scars