Justin Magnaye - Triton Lyrics

I broke your heart last summer
But that's in a past life
You broke mine undercover
The truth in your gaslight
You threw me in the ocean and
You taught me how to swim
Rode the waves across the ocean
You taught me how to swim
But now I'm thalassaphobic
Swimming in regret
Swimming in regret
All the things I shoulda said
To stop this
Swimming in regret
I still can't accept
You broke me down last summer
Later than I thought you would
Yet I kept you sheltered
For so long
So long
My heart's still on the mend
Water turned from blue to red
My abyss I still lament
Couldn't pull myself to end it
Body's still gone, it's lost at sea
Savior don't you come for me
The journey I went through mentally oh
Savior you could leave me be
I knew I was strong all along
Fought these waters on my own
Fought these demons on my own
Swimming in regret
Swimming in regret
All the things I shoulda said
To stop this
Swimming in regret
I still can't accept
Swimming in regret
Regret
Regret
I'm usually pretty good at putting on a mask
I mean I do it all the time
If anyone ever suspects something is wrong
I shut them off with I'm fine
I'm not fine, I'm not okay
Traumatized with that one day
Shouldn't leave but left the room
Why'd you do the things you do
Never want to sip on wine
Took a sip that wasn't mine
Poured the drink I saw the cup
Sucks that it was still my fault
Poisoned with that cyanide
That was when my soul had died
Numb to all the hurt you gave
I don't even know your names
Way to pull me under
Way to pull me under
Way to pull me under
I'm drowning
I'm drowning
I'm drowning

I broke your heart last summer
But that's in a past life
You broke mine undercover
The truth in your gaslight
You threw me in the ocean and
You taught me how to swim
Rode the waves across the ocean
You taught me how to swim
But now I'm thalassaphobic
Swimming in regret
Swimming in regret
All the things I shoulda said
To stop this
Swimming in regret
I still can't accept
You broke me down last summer
Later than I thought you would
Yet I kept you sheltered
For so long
So long
My heart's still on the mend
Water turned from blue to red
My abyss I still lament
Couldn't pull myself to end it
Body's still gone, it's lost at sea
Savior don't you come for me
The journey I went through mentally oh
Savior you could leave me be
I knew I was strong all along
Fought these waters on my own
Fought these demons on my own
Swimming in regret
Swimming in regret
All the things I shoulda said
To stop this
Swimming in regret
I still can't accept
Swimming in regret
Regret
Regret
I'm usually pretty good at putting on a mask
I mean I do it all the time
If anyone ever suspects something is wrong
I shut them off with I'm fine
I'm not fine, I'm not okay
Traumatized with that one day
Shouldn't leave but left the room
Why'd you do the things you do
Never want to sip on wine
Took a sip that wasn't mine
Poured the drink I saw the cup
Sucks that it was still my fault
Poisoned with that cyanide
That was when my soul had died
Numb to all the hurt you gave
I don't even know your names
Way to pull me under
Way to pull me under
Way to pull me under
I'm drowning
I'm drowning
I'm drowning