Ever wondered what it's like to be your own worst enemy while keeping a sardonic sense of humor about it? This track is essentially a darkly comic meditation on self-destructive behavior and addiction, served with a side of grim self-awareness. Baker brilliantly captures the peculiar mindset of someone who's simultaneously the perpetrator and victim of their own downfall. She's basically saying "Hey, I warned you this was going to be a mess" while continuing to make questionable life choices. The narrator seems to be playing a game of chemical roulette, dancing on the line between medication and toxicity, all while maintaining a surprisingly clear-eyed view of her own spiral. It's like watching someone narrate their own car crash in slow motion, complete with a shrug and a "told you so." It's painfully honest, sarcastically self-aware, and somehow manages to find dark humor in the depths of personal struggle.
