J.o.w.y, Ian Santillano - Bowl of Nilaga Lyrics

Where do we go now
Where do we go
Where do we go now
Where do we go
I'm feeling bummy
It's no longer sunny
I guess it's that time
For Christmas time blues
Getting dark early
Like at 5:30
43 days since my
Last drop of booze
But I'm still creative
So I gotta make shit
400 bucks to work
In Ian's room
Swear on the bible
I'll master my cycles
Someday, I'll learn
To love like you
Man goes to doctor
I'm off of my rocker
Speaking my truth
So why I feel awkward
Thoughts getting darker
Life getting harder
Don't know if I believe
That it get better than this
Doctor telling man
Don't go into the abyss
These pills got your back
You just need the right mix
Flashback to home now
Home cooked aroma's
His mama said to pray
Let me rub your back with Vick's
Nobody gets this
Why am I selfish
Bowl of Nilaga
With Bojack on Netflix
Turn on the Calm app
Be in the present
Check in on homies
Send them a message
I don't really wanna tell them the truth
I feel like everybody goes through this too
I feel like everybody goes through this too
That's just the way it is
Things'll never be the same
That's just the way it is
Oh
Where do we go now
Where do we go
Where do we go now
Where do we go

Where do we go now
Where do we go
Where do we go now
Where do we go
I'm feeling bummy
It's no longer sunny
I guess it's that time
For Christmas time blues
Getting dark early
Like at 5:30
43 days since my
Last drop of booze
But I'm still creative
So I gotta make shit
400 bucks to work
In Ian's room
Swear on the bible
I'll master my cycles
Someday, I'll learn
To love like you
Man goes to doctor
I'm off of my rocker
Speaking my truth
So why I feel awkward
Thoughts getting darker
Life getting harder
Don't know if I believe
That it get better than this
Doctor telling man
Don't go into the abyss
These pills got your back
You just need the right mix
Flashback to home now
Home cooked aroma's
His mama said to pray
Let me rub your back with Vick's
Nobody gets this
Why am I selfish
Bowl of Nilaga
With Bojack on Netflix
Turn on the Calm app
Be in the present
Check in on homies
Send them a message
I don't really wanna tell them the truth
I feel like everybody goes through this too
I feel like everybody goes through this too
That's just the way it is
Things'll never be the same
That's just the way it is
Oh
Where do we go now
Where do we go
Where do we go now
Where do we go