Josiah Davis, j putty - On My Own Lyrics

And I've been feeling like I never thought I'd hear this song

I've been feeling, I've been feeling on my own
I've been feeling how I'm feeling, they don't know
I've been feeling, I've been feeling all alone
I've been feeling like they're loading up their stones
I've been burdened with the passion to express
With my thoughts, man, all I do is stress
I've been feeling like my mind is a mess
I've been feeling like i am not my best

Back up, back, back up homie
Don't really need that pressure on me
We can act like we some homies
I've been lonely, this here is my testimony
Prayers phony ever since a young age
Now I'm caught up in these cold ways
Me and God ain't been on the same page
I know I have prayed, but I do not feel saved
I've been thinking, I've been thinking that I'm free
But I know these chains are still on top of me
And I've been hearing, I've been hearing from the Beast
And it's feeling like I'm never gonna be

I've been feeling, I've been feeling how I feel
I've been feeling like they don't keep it real
I've been feeling like I need a chance to feel
I've been feeling like I need a chance to heal
I've been feeling like it's mine for the taking
I've been feeling like it's time for me to fake it
I've been feeling like feeling's overrated
My feelings are the biggest risk that I'm taking

I'm on my own
Don't need you, no
Please just go
Please just leave
It's not you that I need
Oh, come back
Where'd you go?
I've been feeling so alone
I've been needing some hope
Please come back, I'll open up
If you love me, that's enough
I've been feeling, I've been feeling in the dark
I've been feeling like the blood will draw the shark
I've been feeling like I need your help to breathe
So please, just give me sight so I can see

I've been feeling, I've been feeling like I'm free
I've been feeling like pain has lost its sting
I've been feeling like you have rescued me
I've been feeling like my mind can finally think
It's not just feelings that I'm feeling anymore
I don't need to feel, because now I'm sure
My confidence is flying through the floor
Feeling on my own are feelings I left at the door