Josh Kab - High Lyrics

I get high when I think about us
I remember happiness, love, and the laughter and trust
And I love this feeling, can't believe that it had to end
I feel like I've lost everything and even you as a friend
Why is it, that the high always has to come down
Got awfully cold here now that you are never around
And I would give everything just for you to come back
And sit down, and attack, all the things, that I lack
Because, you always tried to make me better
Even though we don't talk now could you maybe write a letter
And maybe tell me a few things that I could improve
While I'm in the groove
Before I stop to care
I don't mind this eventually becomes the last thing that we share
But I wonder
If I needed you, would you be there
If I, came to your door when you were completely unaware
Would you, react to the sight of me
Would you be upset if I said I just wanted to see you you you you you
I don't wanna do these drugs but I wanna get high up in the clouds
Crazy how I am still able to point you out in the middle of crowds
And I don't know if that's good or bad
The only thing I know is that I'm sad

When I think about the things we did and all the things we said
I feel peace, comfort and happiness, but all inside my head
And when the high comes down I feel the pain and sorrow
And every night I hope that there'll be less hurting tomorrow

Why can't I just wake up and be okay
Why do I get hung up on every little thing you say
Why can't I focus on anything that I do
Why do I always have to think about you
Yeah I wanna be better, I wanna move on
But it's moving so slow, moving like a pawn
Try to step forward but I step back
And it always comes back to wondering just what I lack
Why couldn't I be the one
Why couldn't I be your light and your warmth like the sun
Why couldn't I be your moon
Why couldn't I light the darkness around in the room
Guess I didn't have what it takes
Guess maybe I made a bunch of mistakes
And now my heart is going through a lot of aches
And my life is consecutive earthquakes
'Cause you shake my world around
And I lay here flat on the ground
'Cause I don't know what to do
Then I start to think about you
Then proceed to think about us
And feel like I got hit by a bus
'Cause the high always has to come down
And I find myself sitting alone with a frown
But I try to keep a smile, not show the way that I feel
And really I'm just here and just trying to heal
But it's taking way longer than expected
I guess there was a level where we never connected
I lay in my room and get high
Know you didn't like it when I smoke
But I'm so broken and hurting inside
I just lay back and take another toke

And I'm high
High
When I think about your love and
(When I think about your love)

When I think about the things we did and all the things we said
I feel peace, comfort and happiness, but all inside my head
And when the high comes down I feel the pain and sorrow
And every night I hope that there'll be less hurting tomorrow