Josh Kab - Friends Lyrics

In my heart I had crazy love for her
In my head we were much more than we were
Didn't think that this is how it would be
Like my feelings came out the screen and just slapped me in 3D
You were my umbrella in the rain
Healing in my pain
Sweet my sugar cane
Thought we felt the same
Left like you were Zayn
Now I lost my direction
'Cause of this disconnection
Cold without your affection
Now I sit in reflection
Couldn't state my objection

And I, wonder if I fought would you have stayed
The colour in my life has really grayed
And I'm afraid, I put up another barricade
I don't want anyone to invade

We were together
You were my warmth in cold weather
The abruptness of you leaving left me scarred
I didn't know that the pain would hit this hard

And to you was this all just for pretend
Remember when you'd come down to my ends
And now you're really tryna make amends
Don't tell me that we're better off as friends

Sometimes I wonder how you talk about me if you still do
I know you don't need me like I need you
My boys see it too
I was at the lab losing my mind
I was looking for something I could not find
You said that you cared and still do
Wrote too many songs about you
Now we're just friends I had no option
I opened up but now I proceed with even more caution
But with you I was at my best
Now all I feel is pain in my head and in my chest, although

I want you around
I want you around
I wish I'd never kissed you
So by now I wouldn't miss you

And I, wonder if I fought would you have stayed
The colour in my life has really grayed
And I'm afraid, I put up another barricade
I don't want anyone to invade

And to you was this all just for pretend
Remember when you'd come down to my ends
And now you're really tryna make amends
Don't tell me that we're better off as friends
And to you was this all just for pretend
Remember when you'd come down to my ends
And now you're really tryna make amends
Don't tell me that we're better off as friends