Josh Kab - Communicate Interlude Lyrics

Let's speak, I do not just wanna talk
I used to be able to tell how you feel from the way you'd walk
But I don't know anymore, 'cause we do not converse
I mean sure we talk, but the convos are getting worse

Used to think that this was it and everything would just get better
We would talk all day, and the texts would be like a letter
I would pour my soul out, and just speak from the heart
You'd reciprocate, we were off to a good start
Then something switched up, and without an explanation
No communication, like I was flipped to a different station
But I'm growing and learning and maturing with time
And realizing if you really wanted to stay you'd be mine
And I really got messed up but I guess it's not your fault
Couldn't have possibly known, but now I'm completely on my own
Alone

I liked you once now I hate you
Got nothing to say to you
Head in a mix
Arguing, blood and crips
Blue is the cold I have yet to unfold
I've got nothing to hold back
These letters in bold, arial black
Do you understand what I mean
You're not what you seem
You are no longer my queen
But I wish it had been that way
Because I had a soft spot for you
And I wanted you to stay
That soft spot would be red
Like jelly inside a doughnut
Or the colour of the cover on my bed
It's really messed up in my head
Not because of what you did
But because of what you never said
But I still kind of sometimes think about you
But don't get it twisted
No don't misconstrue
What I say, because hey
I went out of my way for you
But you pushed me away from you
I'll stay here where I lay 'cause you
Burned me like the sun on a super hot day
But next comes the rain, I can't really complain
Showers coming down, to wash away the pain
Feet in a puddle and head in a muddle like
Twisted, puzzled, mixed to purple, lost, confused and bothered like

(But I can't be bothered anymore man
It just be like that sometimes
You win some, you lose some
Happened to lose this time
It's fine
We move on, we grow
You know)